I lost my imagination and it been gone for almost two years and I miss it very much it's not a day that goes by that I don't think about them, I had this dream since I was 9 years old I'm 14 now. On August 14 2012 I lost my imagination and it haven't came back since and me being able to write again and I want to be a film director when I grow up and I know this is my God given dream because I try to ignore and forget about it and it keeps popping back inside my mind, the great times I had with my imagination I cry myself to sleep sometimes because I miss them so much!
Everyday I hear their voices inside my head begging to come out. If I was sad they will cheer me up and they made me happy in a way that no living being can do for me. I even feel sucidal without them, it's something about me having imagination that sparked my life it wasn't boring at all until it disappeared. This girl told me that so what my imagination is gone its dead and its out the window that made me want to cry in front of her, but I tryed to stay strong. I wrote over 500 pages for my imagination to come back and its been almost a year since I been writing to bring them back and they still haven't came back. Before I lost them I was happy and I felt alive since they dissappered my life slowed up now I'm depressed and just going through the motions of daily living. For the past month I been seeing and hearing my fictional characters name everywhere, even people that dress like my fictional characters is God telling me that my imagination is about to come back within four months?