My Feeling Of Death Experience

My name is Kailyn Ruiz and I am trying to find someone who can help me. Ever sense I was seven I could sense when a family member is going to die. I get this strong scared uneasy feeling. I have sensed my grandfathers passing, my uncles passing, & my cousins dad passing. I would like to learn how to use this ability further on so if anyone could help me please let me know. I usually get this feeling a month or two before the passing. Sometimes I can get an idea of who or how the person might pass. For example with my grandfather. I would get the feeling in the car on my way home, as days passed it would get stronger. One month passed and I had found out that my grandfather had got in a car accident on his way home. Another example would be when I would go over to my cousins house I would get the feeling really strong. Weeks later her dad passed away. I would really appreciate it if someone could help me with this so called "gift". Also I have been getting these really big shivers repeating. There not like normal small ones I actually jump when I get them. Supposedly it means that a ghost is near me but I'm not quite sure. So if anyone could explain that also I would really appreciate it. So please comment or email me (kailynruiz16@gmail.com) if you have any helpful information for me. Again I would really appreciate it. I still have like 100 characters left so I can be able to post this so you could just ignore the stuff from here and down haha. And now I have 83 left so awkward lol. I look like a spaz sorry haha.