Back when I was 14 years old, I used to feel the spirits walking through me, all my body used to shake. Soon I and my family realized that was spiritual problem, so We went to see umbanda, there they said that I was medium (I didn't believe that because I never saw a ghost), they took away 2 entities away from me. The first time I entered in their house (umbanda)) I almost cried of nostalgia (but I never went there before) and I used to feel anger and hatret. When the mediuns used to work (I wanted to kill them, make them suffer).
When I was about 16 I couldn't sleep at night, I only used to feel fear and darkness, every time I closed my eyes I used to fall in the darkness, when I used to wake up during the night, all my body was frozen, I couldn't move, I only could sleep at dawn (at night I didn't sleep), I used to sleep with my grandparents because of the fear.
When I relax my body, I used to feel (still feel) anger, I growl like a dog, I speak languages that I don't know, scream bad word to Jesus Christ, I feel such anger that I feel all my body nerves, sometimes my body moves alone or starting dancing. Sometimes I feel that something enters my body
I see many color of smoke in my wall, I see many little glasses flying into the sky.
I'm diagnosed as schizophrenic and take pills (a lot of them), but everywhere I go they say I'm medium. So far they took away from me 7 entities,
If somebody is a medium, could you tell me if I'm a medium? I was born 04/09/1986, sorry, no names TKS