Some really weird things have been happening to me in the past couple of weeks. I am pretty sure that I am an empath, but aren't completely sure. Everyday, I have extreme mood swings that are scaring my family. I go to school feeling fine, but when I step into the lunchroom with all the kids in it, I feel so tired like I'm going to fall asleep at one of the tables. And sometimes, my knee will start hurting in the middle of class, I'll feel like I'm going to pass out or throw up, or I have a really bad headache. I know what my family's feeling, and when my parents get into an argument, I always feel a little angry when I felt happy the moment before.
In the last week, I have been seeing weird things that make me think that my eyesight is going. But that can't be happening because I have 20/20 vision. I have been seeing bright, white lights at school, in my living room, lots outside, and almost everywhere else. They are like balls of bright light, and when I try to look straight at them, they disappear. I asked my sisters, and they say that they can't see them. Whenever I'm alone, I hear noises like taps, creaking, and people walking. The noises never happen when other people are around. Also whenever I'm alone, I see shapes or moving shadows in the corner of my eye.
This all started happening about a week ago when I woke up at 4:00 AM, screamed in my sleep, and ran from my room. I don't remember my dream, and I had a horrible time trying to sleep. This was really weird because I have never screamed in my sleep or run from my room.
I don't know if this is a normal thing, but I am a total pyromaniac, and one day I was playing with a lighter. I moved the flame across my hand really slowly, but it didn't burn me or turn my fingers red at all. The flame turned from white to blue when it was against my skin. But when I held my finger under the flame, I felt pain, but still my skin looked as if nothing had happened. And it's like there's a string attached from my finger to the flame. If I would move my finger, the flame would move almost exactly like my finger. Even when I moved extremely slowly so no wind would hit it, it moved! Thanks for reading!
I am an empath and ironically enough USUALLY I do fantastic in large crowds, if they are not so abnoxious ha-ha. It's knowing how to bounce from one to the other really fast, and since I like being on stage in front of large groups it gives you even more energy. (give-give relationship and everyone is happy) In large crowds when entertaining or others are being entertianed it is very easy to remain happy, though in large crowds when people are thinking all about themselves... It can be difficult.
I find that visualization tech. Work up to a point, but I find that locating the problem directly with you or others can provide major support works and clearing.