I have absolutely no idea where this story even starts. There has been so many instances of snowballing abilities that I need help and advice to what kind of psychic abilities I am growing. Very few people can relate to the burden not being taken seriously when these paranormal events occur. I need guidance and answers.
I haven't thought of my first encounters until I have been forced to recently. In retrospect, I believe they started occurring earlier than I originally thought. As a child, ages 10-13 I can recall seeing white orbs traveling through rooms at my parents house along with the overwhelming sense of deja vu.
Then for years I can recall no activity. None whatsoever. Then it started again when my father passed away from cancer when I was 18. We never had the greatest relationship and it caused a large amount of emotional damage after his passing. Once he was gone I started hearing noises of his footsteps at night in my apartment, things being moved, and on Christmas day a few years after his passing I was confronted with my first visual encounter.
I had returned to my mothers house for the holiday and it was about 4 in the morning after christmas eve dinner concluded. I was hungry for leftovers and went down to the kitchen to eat. Well my mom always uses a nightlight for our dog (he's spoiled) and I walked into the kitchen and in front of the nightlight was standing a black shadow person. I turned, saw the figure, and went back to my bedroom. I processed what I saw calmed down and went to eat.
More things started happening to my mom and I. Odd and end kind of things. Noises, symbols, you know the normal things. So I went to a medium in Lily Dale NY for answers. She provided healing for much of my distraught about my dad and informed me that my mother and I are very intuitive. She relayed the message that my father was always around checking in on us. I wasn't very in touch with my intuition at this point. Then my brother passed a couple years later as well. The whole process repeated itself except this time the paranormal events have just continued to occur. I can't decipher at what point do I distinguish these occurrences as coincidences or gifts.
Meanwhile I also started a new job. I'm a student going through college and I work at a bar part time. The bar is located on the oldest street in the city which was once Miami indian territory. Anyway this place is haunted. I always had the vibe and assumed it was until concrete evidence started presenting itself. One day a few months ago I picked up a lunch shift and I NEVER work lunches since I'm in school. Well that day I got off early and brought my books with me just in case I had to stay longer than I anticipated. I was reading in the back and I heard a wooden flute playing. Anyway this sparked my research and I found out that some Indian remains are still there today.
I feel like its important to mention work because this was the start of my 'rebirth' you could say. More and more events started piling up. Hearing noises, seeing white flashes/mists in my periphery, and the discovery of a new spiritual frame of mind. I started researching information about psychic abilities and the things I read started happening.
I started talking to my dad and brother. One day I saw my dads face appear in my tv and he smiled at me. That was a couple of weeks ago. I also think I am having some sense of psychocognot. Whatever its called. It was the CRAZIEST feeling but I just knew that I was being lied to. The exact truth and it just came to me in an epiphany. Then I had the same feeling when I was driving home on the interstate. I saw a crack in the pavement and it was like a trigger and movie started in my head. An earthquake, a big one. It was like I had actually lived it, but I have never felt one in real life. It was vivid and came in flashes. At first I thought I was remembering a dream from the night before, but I usually always recall my dreams. It felt like a premonition. Then that earthquake in Northern California happened. This MADE ME FEEL CRAZY. CRAZY. It still blows my mind. Then I have a dream about someone in my family having lung cancer, and my uncle is still waiting for his test results. My feelings of deja vu have picked up recently.
I was also looking into auras. My friend and I talked about it briefly at work one day so I read a little about it and the technique to interpret auras. Never thought anything of it until one night I was really high and I practiced the technique and saw my aura. It was faint at first but it was crazy to actually see an aura. My aura. I just saw white at first... And then my colors changed to yellow to orange and more back to yellow. I had never read anything about the meaning of auras and I nearly dropped dead when I read the traits. Every single word described who I was. I practiced the technique on my roommate and placed her with a blue and green aura.
These events keep occurring. Many of these have just happened recently. Its kind of snowballing I guess. Things just keep getting bigger until tonight I was explaining everything I have just shared here with a friend. I talked for an hour nonstop. She has had similar experiences and can actually listen to EVERYTHING that happens to me and not judge my credibility because of the things I claim. Then in my periphery I saw a kind of misty cloud. I could only see it when I looked away. I saw green and red distinctly. Not intertwining, but separately. It almost looked like abstract squares if that makes any sense. But it was like they were vibrating and could only be seen clearly for that nanosecond when I glared in the complete opposite direction. I came home and started thinking about my spirit guide and did a google search and came across this website.
So here I am with a brief summary of my experiences. Any insights would be greatly appreciated. I'd like to mention that after everything I read I ordered a Lapis Lazuli off of amazon tonight:)