My name is Serenity and I'm a teenage nb trans person.
I'm not exactly sure how to explain it, but I have a certain feeling that I get when something bad is about to happen. I only paid little attention to it until my friends said it was something I should figure more about. Being someone who believes in this sort of stuff I agreed.
Anyways, the feeling is sort of like anxiety or depression but slightly different. It's kind of overwhelming. I have been upset by it and when I do feel it I can only think of it. Now that I tell my friends more about it, it seems it's getting stronger.
I know when someone wants to talk to me seriously. For example, I am romantically involved with someone that I was getting the feeling about. I didn't go to sleep at night because I felt they wanted to speak seriously about something. It ended up being true, and afterwards the feeling went away. Its not strictly confined to my love life, I have it when I'm about to be called on in class, too. I just recently experienced the passing of my aunt of which I was close to, and before I found out the news I had a very overwhelming upset and nervous feeling. I knew it had to do with death. The feeling comes from around my chest area or even my stomach area, kind of like an aching or burning sensation like nervousness.
I want to be able to understand and control it more, but I don't know exactly what clairvoyance is or what my experience would be considered, so I put it on here. If anyone else has had similar experiences or knows about exercises for it it would be very appreciated.