I am a 21 year old young woman. I need help trying to figure out if I am just paranoid/crazy or if I am experiencing something paranormal.
In my teenage years I went through some stuff with my mother and I ran away from home to live with a guy. I never shook the feeling that something was watching me. I just ignored it and it went away, so I just forgot about it. About four months ago I left an abusive relationship of seven years and I am temporarily staying with my mom again. Now I can't help but feel an strange feeling. I can only describe the feeling as, Uncomfortable and menacing. I get the feeling it doesn't like me very much.
Every night I try to close my eyes and sleep but I can't shake the feeling that something is watching me. When I open my eyes to look at it,There's nothing there. I try to go back to bed and it feels like its starring from a different spot. Even when I turn the lights on I still feel it. It feels so negative. It frightens me.
Than one night I tried to go to sleep and all of a sudden someone screamed in my ear. I open my eyes but nobody was there. My younger brother is 16. He is experiencing a little bit of activity as well. He said when he was trying to fall asleep one night something told him "I like you."
The activity is getting worse. I see a black silhouette in the coroner of my eye now but when I turn my head to look at it, again nothing. I avoid mirrors now, just because I get a bad feeling when looking in them. Sometimes I can even hear a voice in my head saying things like "you are going to hell!".That scared me more than anything because I have sinned (I'm human after all). I was sitting in bed once and I scratched my head and a voice in my head said "Pull it!". I am now on my second day without sleep. Please any advice would be appreciated.
Am I crazy or paranoid? Is this a demon or a spirit being mean to me? Is it trying to turn my little brother against me?