I am a 21 year old young woman. I need help trying to figure out if I am just paranoid/crazy or if I am experiencing something paranormal.
In my teenage years I went through some stuff with my mother and I ran away from home to live with a guy. I never shook the feeling that something was watching me. I just ignored it and it went away, so I just forgot about it. About four months ago I left an abusive relationship of seven years and I am temporarily staying with my mom again. Now I can't help but feel an strange feeling. I can only describe the feeling as, Uncomfortable and menacing. I get the feeling it doesn't like me very much.
Every night I try to close my eyes and sleep but I can't shake the feeling that something is watching me. When I open my eyes to look at it,There's nothing there. I try to go back to bed and it feels like its starring from a different spot. Even when I turn the lights on I still feel it. It feels so negative. It frightens me.
Than one night I tried to go to sleep and all of a sudden someone screamed in my ear. I open my eyes but nobody was there. My younger brother is 16. He is experiencing a little bit of activity as well. He said when he was trying to fall asleep one night something told him "I like you."
The activity is getting worse. I see a black silhouette in the coroner of my eye now but when I turn my head to look at it, again nothing. I avoid mirrors now, just because I get a bad feeling when looking in them. Sometimes I can even hear a voice in my head saying things like "you are going to hell!".That scared me more than anything because I have sinned (I'm human after all). I was sitting in bed once and I scratched my head and a voice in my head said "Pull it!". I am now on my second day without sleep. Please any advice would be appreciated.
Am I crazy or paranoid? Is this a demon or a spirit being mean to me? Is it trying to turn my little brother against me?
Nothing is going to drag you to Hell. No matter what some people say, spirits do not have that power. The only way you could possibly end up in some trouble is if you went looking for trouble. That being going on deep meditations without protection and digging up some danger in the spirit world.