Negative Energy Attack or Just a Coincidence?
I want to start off by saying I'm not sure whether I have a psychic ability or not, but I consider myself a generally positive person and try to create a positive environment around me wherever I go. Even in stressful situations, I try view everything in the big picture in order to move forward.
My experience happened literally the other day. I love my job, but I am at a point where I am stressed and unsure of what to do. I work with children, and my co-workers and I are dealing with a situation that is literally out of our control. There is a child in the classroom that is really struggling (aggression, defiance, swearing, out of control) to a point where no one else knows what to do. We (my co-workers) and I have tried EVERYTHING and nothing is affecting this child. Every time it seems like there is a clear solution for us to handle it, the situation grows worse. It has gotten to a point where my co-workers and I are beyond frustrated and upset. At the end of each work day, I remind myself and my co-workers that something good will come out of this particular situation.
Every so often I enjoy doing guided meditation to clear my mind of all worries. This particular night, I wanted to clear myself of any negative energies that were in me as a result of dealing with the horrible situation at my job. I turned on the music, sat down, and closed my eyes. There were no instructions as what as I should do, but I began to relax and think of everything at my current job. I kept telling myself I had to clear everything negative from me, and face this situation as it came to me. I kept telling myself I would remain positive about it no matter what happened. I could literally see the negative energy leaving me in the form of a large black ball. I could literally feel the pent up anger and frustration leaving my body. I could see the positive energy coming towards me in forms of white light.
This is where it gets weird; as I was meditating my mother was banging on my door and yelling something at me. During my mediations, my mom does not understand how a person has to fully relax in order to feel the full effect. I pretty much tuned my mom out and continued what I was doing. After the session was over, I opened my door and asked my mom what she wanted. She yelled back at me, "how did you not just see that?" I asked my mom what she meant, and she told me that while I was meditating there was a brief, but intense blackout. The lights turned out and some of the appliances basically restarted themselves. My mom said she was scared and kept calling out to my dad and me. My house does not lose power like that unless there is a thunderstorm or rainstorm, none of which we had that night.
I admit sometimes strange things do happen, but this was beyond weird. Is it possible that I attracted negative energies while meditating? Or was this just merely a coincidence?