For quite a while now, I've been doing little doodles. They're quite weird, and they're usually kind of rushed and scribbly. They almost always appear to be really senseless as well; it's never too clear what's actually going on in the drawing, and it can be hard to tell what some of the things represent.
Now, normally this wouldn't be much of a concern, except for two things. One, I feel like there's an unbearable kind of itch in my hand before I do these doodles, and I get quite agitated if I'm in a situation where I can't draw. Two, something will happen, involving either me or the people close to me, and I find that I can link the event back to one of my doodles that I did prior to the occurrence.
For instance, I did one that showed what looked like two girls arguing, and some pills. Two days later, my friend had a violent breakup with her girlfriend and tried to commit suicide via overdose.
Very rarely, I'll do a drawing and it will link to something that already happened, even if I had no idea about it. This hardly ever happens though, but it's really confusing as to why it does, when usually it's the future I draw.
I have absolutely no idea how or why I do this, or if I can actually gain a bit of control over when it will happen. Usually it comes out of nowhere, very randomly.
I'd really, really appreciate it if somebody could give me a little bit of insight as to what's going on here, and if anybody knows what I can do to control it a little bit better. Thank you!