This is my story as well as I can tell you in this many words... Well, I'm female, currently 23 and I turn 24 in a matter of weeks (born in 1991), about a year ago (or so) my mother told me that when was pregnant with me, she went to visit a medium. I am the youngest of four children and she was unsure what a fourth child would mean. Among other things, the medium told my mother that her grandmother had chosen my spirit for the family, that I was important and I would bring about change for the family. (I feel my siblings are equally as important)
As a young child I had various episodes of astral travelling (out of body experiences) but those stopped when I tried to show one of my siblings and she didn't believe me.
My whole life I have been both quiet and I guess wiser than my years, but I also have the tendancy to be hyper active and unable to focus, highly intelligent, empathetic, highly impatient, highly creative, intuitive (I predicted things more than once via dreams, including car crashes, illness, fires etc.) always had an affinity with nature and animals, I'm as drawn to water as I am to the land and the forest. I have a rebellious streak and also a deep understanding for other people and their emotions. I've always described myself as not having 'half' emotions. I always feel things in either extremes (I either feel it all at once or nothing at all). Others describe me as wise, laid back, energetic, lacking in attention span, empathetic, selfless to the point of disregard for my own needs, spontaneous, passionate, emotional or cold.
I have big, clear green eyes and have always had people commenting on them. I struggle to look people in the eye and hold eye contact as I feel like they can see too much.
Recently I have been able to feel auras and feel the colour of others auras. I occasionally find myself getting lost in the energy around me (if that makes sense)
I don't like crowds and I never have, children and animals seem to be drawn to me yet some adults seem to be wary or guarded around me (unsure why) I seem to attract a variety of people into my life and many times it feels like I'm meant to be their guide, to help them in some way.
I have always had a deep passion to do something that matters, not specifically to change the world, but to make a difference.
Lightning storms give me migraines and I wake up feeling hungover after one. Sometimes it feels like I can hear electricity.
So what am I? I have always felt different, out of place... I don't want to label myself but I don't know where I fit in to this type of thing... Any help, or even just understanding would be much appreciated. I apologise for the way this was written, I wrote it as I thought it to be honest