When I Think Things It Happens

I think crazy stuff and it happens. It's not positive things it's always negative. Like me great grandma was old, and I thought 3 hours ahead that she going to die soon 3hours later I get a call saying come over granny's about to go and of course she died which was heart breaking because I thought it was because of me. My friend who recently died I thought about him and my friend called me and before I answered I said to myself he's dead and I answered and she said he's dead. Also simple things like I look out of my window and said its about to be a wreck and not even 1 minute later it was a wreck. Those things scare me! These are just some examples I have way more stuff to tell. I'm really terrified of my own thoughts and my family is too! The bad thing is this happens often. Last month my brother broke his arm and was in the hospital and I called him because I thought that he was in the hospital and he told me sis I'm in the hospital. I have no clue what this means but, I'm really scared help me. Where does this come from? I'm I over doing it? Am I thinking to much of it? Or am I under-thinking it? I just need a little guidance 😩 on how to handle this situation I'm scared to tell other people because they might think I'm going crazy?

I just don't want to go on with my life not knowing what's going on with me. This has been happening since I was 11 and I feel as it's getting worst! The only reason I'm truly scared because it's bad things that's happening to people I don't want to go into details because it's a lot I just need answers. Someone please tell me.