To those reading this-
So this is my story I've always known that I was different, I could see things other people couldn't see I had dreams where I would leave my body and travel to different places. Or I'd see things that haven't happened yet, or I'd feel pain that others felt. Other have told me I'm really strong. I've had others tell me I've got the strongest light coming from my heart. I had one person tell me they've seen only four other people with as many abilities as mine. She told me my light was the strongest she has seen. I can see people's energies. I can move things with my energy. I know a language I never heard. If I say them in a certain way the wind picks up. I want to learn more and study more become the person everyone says I can become. How do I practice without seeing things. I've seen people die. There have been a few dreams where I'm flying. I get a running start and suddenly jump up and I'm flying high over where I live. There was a time when I forsaw my own future. I had a dream of a big grey door popping open and someone calling for me. About a year or two after that I ended up in juvenile hall. That was the door, that I had in my dream. There are times where I feel like I am being watching. I try to create a safe world in my Astral projection journey, but the more I try to create it. It gets destroyed. There's been a few times when I'm holding my friends had and I pass through her memories I see certain ones. Now I feel like my gifts are blocked off. I'm now lost and confused. I see the outlines of those around me the energy of the earth.