I am new to this, and have only come into my gifting the last few years. I keep getting these waves of vision that come when I am in deep mediation, I will be honest, this vision has scared me so bad that I think I have created a blockage in my chakra so I can't see it to completion. When I do that I get really bad migraines and I know I need to embrace my gifting, so I need to learn how to better equip myself.
These scary visions all started actually on the first Blood Moon last spring when I was meditation under the entire eclipse. (I recently discovered I was born on the day side of the earth during a lunar eclipse, that has significance for me).
Something really big is on the horizon this fall. These visions come in waves during my mediation, and it's not in order, but I keep seeing a lot of grief and sorrow and death in both in the Pacific Northwest and South America and the Eastern US coast.
I don't ever see the disaster happen, only the aftermath, but in the vision the empathic feelings from those in the vision (another gifting) just loudly express that "It Comes from Beneath and Above" The full vision has not fully manifested itself, and it keeps trying to but I don't know how to clear it up. As I said, I am still trying to understand this gifting, and I've been searching online to try to understand it better, which Is how I found this group.
My visions have this orange/reddish haze/energy about it, which is usually how I have learned to distinguish it, and as I said I also have the gifting of Empathy which was very useful in my previous job as a pastor, but what I've noticed is I carry back with me the emotions of those in vision and they linger with me for sometimes days.
Another interesting observation during my meditation when I am out on the grass in full contact with the earth, when I go deep, I can sense these waves of vibration energy moving through the crust. They have this almost musical harmonic energy to it. This energy wants out, but something is holding it in.
Can someone help me make sense of this, and how to clear up these visions, and have them not take as much a toll on me?