My name is Brandon.
I am depressed, I am psychic and I am a healer and I don't know how to tell her. She is psychic too. She is very clairaudient and Clairvoyant but she has lost touch with the spiritual world and has integrated into the world of popularity and selfishness. I love my mother but I can't tell her i'm psychic without expecting her to laugh at me, she tends to humour everything around her and I can't get into a situation to tell her without her expecting less of me. I have 3 crystals and gemstones and she finds them humourous although she has no idea what I use them for. She knows one is for healing but I don't think she's clocked on that i'm psychic or she is not telling me she knows. I absolutely refuse to read my mother and find out because i'm not like that. I can't tell anybody else other than my grandmother. My grandmother always used to call me "Special" and I never knew what she meant until now. She knows I am psychic and so is she. She is very claircognizant and very clairvoyant and I will tell her I am psychic soon enough. It's depressing because my mother has a shoulder injury and she goes to her friend's husband for healing sessions but I can do that for her for free. She also comes to me in every situation she has and talks to me about it. I am a chakra healer so if she knew talking to me would relax her then that would be the obvious thing to do. My mother's friend is extremely clairvoyant and I tend to clash with her energy alot. She makes me very sleepy and relaxed as I connect to her energy. I had an out of body experience when I was 11 and my mother saw it. Obviously that led to my abilities now I still don't know if she has clocked on. I can feel she feels differently about me to my other brothers and sister. My oldest brother has always been the "one" and has always been molly-coddled ever since day 1. My younger brother has been extremely ill and I understand why she has had so much time for him as any parent would. My sister has just had her baby and her baby will grow to be psychic at a young age. I will show him his abilities one day but at the moment I have nobody to talk to about it. I know she feels differently about me and I have an aptitude about it. If she knows why is she not telling me? Why is she covering it up? I was always the neglected one. Always the one on the side.