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The Little Boy And The Foreshadowing Depression


This story is actually a pretty important story to me. It was the day I realized that all the things I see, the voices I hear, and the things I feel are not just "in my head". They're real and they mean something. And more importantly (to me at least), that i'm not crazy. This story took place a year ago when I was visiting my friend in Miami.

At the time I lived in Texas with my dad and I was saving up for my first car. I had a best friend, let's say her name is Ashley, I guess I can say that I loved her. We got along almost perfectly and we were crushing on each other for a pretty good while too. I moved away but we still kept in touch. We got closer and closer and she even told me she loved me. I take that word seriously so when she said that I immediately thought to myself that she was the one for me. She was under a lot of depression at one point so I decided that I should go to Miami and cheer her up. I blew all the money I had and bought a pretty expensive plane ticket to Miami. When I landed and reunited with her we couldn't have been any happier.

Fast forward a couple days, I'm trying to fall asleep in her guest bedroom. I'm trying my best to fall asleep because we had to wake up early to go to an annual event. That's when I started feeling the bed vibrating like someone was shaking it. I open my eyes and I look around and I even re-align the bed and make sure it's completely in the bed frame. The bed was still shaking. I decided that it was just going to keep on shaking no matter what I do, so I tried to sleep it off. I close my eyes and tried my best to fall asleep again and that's when something very bizarre happened. I had a vision of a little boy, he looked around six years old, blonde hair in a somewhat bowl cut. I immediately opened my eyes, In pure shock from how clear I saw him. I got myself together and went back to sleep.

I wake up in the morning and the first thing I noticed was that the bed wasn't shaking anymore. Later on I'm in the car with Ashley, on our way to pick up her best friend, let's say his name is Bob. As she was driving, I told her about what I saw the night before. After hearing my story, she proceeds to tell me how her house was abandoned for (I believe it was) 5 years and when she moved in, one of the rooms was filled with little boy clothes. That obviously came as a shock to me.

We finally get to Bob's house, now this is the first time I ever met the dude, but immediately after meeting Bob I had a very hostile vibe against him. This was because he hurt Ashley's feelings one time and deep down I didn't forgive him (not going to explain what he did because it's unimportant). We pick up her other friend and we go back to Ashley's house so the girls can dress up while I cook for the friends and Ashley's parents. We're all eating the pasta I made but for some reason I couldn't eat. I had a very bad feeling in my gut and I had no idea why. That feeling turned into depression and it was so bad to the point that I just gave my food away to whoever wanted it. I tried to ignore it and act as happy as I normally act but the feeling just kept getting stronger and stronger.

We arrive at the event and as soon as we got out of the car my depression was too strong for me to handle. As we were walking out of the parking lot, I noticed that Bob held out his hand and Ashley grabbed on to it. I tried not to act paranoid about what I saw, but I tried my best to shrug it off because they are best friends and I thought maybe that's how close they are. We're at the event and that's when I learned I was so depressed. Ashley and Bob stuck together like an obvious couple. I was obviously being ignored by them and I was pretty much getting third wheeled. They hugged, held hands, even kissed in front of my face. Now I had a reason to be depressed and I just pretty much had a mental breakdown. I was quiet, I occasionally walked away from the group and sat by myself. Embracing my sadness, hatred, and confusion. But also evaluating the situation

I learned at the moment that I started having the depression the moment I met Bob. And instead of feeling all the depression hit me like a truck, I slowly transitioned the depression, most likely to save me from the shock of a big boulder of depression hitting me almost instantly. I'd probably pass out from the shock if it turned out that way.

Fast forward to later on in the night, Ashley and I are back in Ashley's house. I go straight to bed, at my peak of depression. That was when I started feeling the bed vibrating again. I decided that I should just pay full attention to the little boy I saw, to distract myself from the earlier events. I asked for the boy's name, in my head. I couldn't hear anything except voices speaking in Japanese (Ashley and her family are Japanese). I can't understand it but I know if it's Japanese when I hear it.). I asked over and over again for the little boy's name until I finally got an English answer. At the time I described it as an old man's voice, the voice told me "It's Devan".

Satisfied from hearing something and finally accepting that I have a gift, I went to sleep.

Thank you so much for taking the time to read all this. I know it was a very long read, I tried to make it as short as possible but at the same time put as much detail as I can.

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starsofclay (4 stories) (61 posts)
7 years ago (2017-04-06)
I'll probably botch the explanation... Basically you are receiving impressions of an object without knowing what the object is, by meditating and putting your awareness and focus on the object (or target as they call it). The classic example is a picture in an envelope. You can have a friend put a picture in an envelope for you and then you will try to receive images or any other psychic impressions to describe the photo as much as you can without looking at it. Your friend should write a target number on the envelope so that you have something easy and simple to put your awareness on. Apparently it works across time and space too, which is why many people have success with practice targets that you can find online. I believe there are even some on this website.

I have also had someone put trinkets in a box for me. It really is hit or miss with me sometimes, mostly because I still can't focus that easily, but when I get things right it feels really good. That's why I took a break from practicing that so I could teach myself more focus during meditation.

I have searched online and no one will ever say it, but I think remote viewing is also tied to hypnagogic hallucinations, since you do have to be in alpha waves for it to work. I could be wrong though, and would love to be corrected by someone who knows better.

You should also look into "image streaming". It is very interesting and a great way to develop the ability to see images in your minds eye. I try it out every now and then, and have had some success.
KiwiSquid (5 stories) (4 posts)
7 years ago (2017-04-06)
Hi starsofclay! Reading your comment made me happy thankyou so much for your share.

To answer your questions, I never experienced anything like that before that event, it was my first time. When I closed my eyes It actually took a while until I actually saw the kid but sadly I only had a glimpse because I panicked and opened my eyes as soon as I saw him. If I would have kept my eyes closed then chances are I would see him only for a split second and he'd be gone.

Since then i've had visions of people, numbers, places, objects, and even vehicles. I see them more clear than When I saw the little boy but mostly because I meditate and focus on my third eye now. Most of the visions I get are still in flashes but every once in a while it would last a little longer than that.

Only one time I had a vision of someone I recognized and it was a girl who I knew way back in middle school, I never talked to her so I thought it was weird but when I started talking to her I realized that we had a lot in common and turned out to be a really cool person. Other than that I would get visions of strangers.

As for remote viewing that's something very new to me I don't even know what that is to be honest 😆

I respect that you're going to compare my experiences to yours I do the same thing. I guess we're both new to this huh?

Goodluck on your journey.
starsofclay (4 stories) (61 posts)
7 years ago (2017-04-06)

I see faces a lot. Can you tell me if you saw it immediately after you closed your eyes, or had you been laying there a little while trying to go to sleep? Also, was it just a quick flash or did it linger for a while?

When I am hypnagogic, I see the faces clear as day and in full color. When I am pre-hypnagogic, the faces are very murky and monochrome, but I can still guess an age, sex, and some features that stand out, even though they flash by in a second. I have no idea if what I experience is related to psychic abilities, or if they are just random hallucinations sent by my sub-conscious. I never recognize the faces... And I'm really good at doing that in waking life.

I have searched and searched the internet for people that experience the same thing. It does seem to happen to people that try to lucid dream and force themselves into the hypnagognic stage, but there really isn't a whole lot of people that talk about seeing faces. And perhaps the ones that do talk about it have an unknown psychic ability, because they are not pursuing psychic development, but only lucid dreaming.

I see the faces when I'm going to sleep, and also when I wake up suddenly, and am still in alpha waves. One time I woke up from a nightmare, and immediately closed my eyes and there was the image of a very rascally boy with maybe freckles laughing at me. It didn't really scare me that much, but startled me a little. It wasn't in full color, but I could make out his face pretty well.

I never see the same face twice either... So if I really am picking up on spirits, I must be visited by a lot! Or if they are just subconscious hallucinations, then I am able to think up so many different variations of faces that I've never met before, that it still amazes me.

I see other things than faces though... Landscapes, animals, and sometimes an object. I have practiced remote viewing, and that's really when all of this started. I do know that I have some abilities, because of how many things I have gotten right with the remote viewing, but I haven't practiced that in a while, and these faces and things just seem so random.

The reason I asked the questions at the beginning of my comment is because I would like to compare my experiences with what you experienced... And has anything like that happened to you before or since?
Nabil (2 stories) (3 posts)
7 years ago (2017-04-06)
What a great experience you had with that little boy, seeing him clearly at the moment you closed your eyes and just about few seconds before falling to sleep. Let me know if there's any update on the gift.
Nabil (2 stories) (3 posts)
7 years ago (2017-04-06)
What a great experience you had with that little boy, seeing him clearly at the moment you closed your eyes and just about few seconds before falling to sleep. Let me know if there's any update on the gift.
KiwiSquid (5 stories) (4 posts)
7 years ago (2017-04-05)
Thankyou so much for taking the time to read this Anne and even putting in your input I appreciate it very much 😁.

Even though i've had experiences my whole life I recently decided to develope my gift so I always appreciate something new to read.

You already know I'm going to make some free time to read all the info on the site you gave me.

Thankyou 😁
AnneV (4 stories) (1064 posts) mod
7 years ago (2017-04-05)
The vibrations are quintessential pre-astral projection symptoms. Seeing the little boy is because you were in the etheric. You can read all about it on my sister site, I wouldn't be surprised if that little boy doesn't turn out to be born, with your friend being the mother.

I'm very sorry that your friend made it seem her love for you was of a romantic nature, then only to lead you to feel it was only for friendship. Hopefully you two can stay friends. That's very painful though. I'd have a conversation with her to try and see where the disconnect happened so hopefully it doesn't happen again.

Thank you for sharing.

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