I am nightpool (real name margarita) I am 14 and I'm sorry if I have bad grammar because I am not natural english. Well my story is, I am getting bullied and there is one reason. I don't feel human. Like I never thought:damn that guy is hot or something. I never felt love in a romantic way. I am really into magical and spiritual- things and I feel myself better with animals surrounding me. I just don't feel human at all! And I am very busy with drawing these mythical things. Or just drawing cats. This is too why I like furry's it's because I feel myself like an animal, but I can't say that. So saying I feel like an furry is more logical to me. But I get bullied. A lot. The reasons are because I listen a lot to celtic music and the people who bully me think that's childich or emoish. There was one time I came to my class and there sounded very sad music and when I looked, my whole class standed there, laughing at me. One of them said 'i hope you like this its especially for you! But I couldn't find a knife for you' that quote really hit me hard but I couldn't go away. So I sat there alone. Another day the same girl came to me with a barbie doll and she said 'do you want any fairy wings?' and again everyone laughed. It was horrible and because of that I began starting to hate humans. Most of the time I wished I was a cat or a dragon or a kitsune. But yeah you can't morph in real life and then I made a character that now is me in my fantasy world. Her name is nightpool and she is a night cat, her left eye is wounded she has there a big scar and now the only thing she can see with it is smells. I draw her all the time like a furry or just a cat. Another thing is I have friends but they are always three or four years younger than me. And that's because I think little kids have more fantasy that older ones like me. So I ask them to call me night or luna because the night is the most beautiful thing to me. I love cosmos and stuff like that. This was my little story its very ugly written I know but I tried really hard:) thanks if you read this!
Not Feeling Human
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