A new phenomenon has started from a Month with me... Whenever I stare at the walls, even for like a minute, they start to move, sort of. And, I think it's only that wall of the room in which I sleep, not any other rooms', apparently.
Like, when we try to remember something, we kind of create a tunnel going back in our mind, if I make sense here, this is what happens. When I look at the walls, a tunnel kind of thing appears Infront of me and, it tries to take me somewhere but, I always stop it because, it dizzies me.
Sometimes they increase in Breadth and a pinkish purple colour vertical line appears out of them. It stopped in between but, it happened again today.
To be honest, the more I try to run away from everything which is happening with me, the more it consumes me and I end up coming here seeking for answers. *sighs*
You could call me a waster, because I keep running from my psychic energies. Because, I'm afraid. That's why I don't want them. (I'm talking about the Premonitions and clairvoyance here).
I searched up for Vertigo but, I don't think I have it. I know if I tell it to anyone in the house, no one would believe me. And, I don't like giving stress to my Mom. She already has a lot. Some say it's because of ghosts.
Really, is it? I wonder
I can't keep my finger On what is it. I hope it's not an illness because, 2015 has been full of illnesses for me and I can't bother to take on anymore. I have no power left to take on anymore.
If Anyone here knows anything about this, that would be of great help. (':