Today, when I came back from School I went to sleep alone (Usually, my Mom is beside me), and experienced something strange which I used to have (which has came back sadly, obviously).
I tried really hard to get up but, I couldn't. In my half-sleeping state, I felt like my body is all numb and I couldn't move an inch. Then, I don't know, I said that if I'd to die, I'd die here but, God will always protect me. And, then I was able to wake up.
Also, 'someone is keeping an eye on me' thing hasn't gone until now (since my last post). I think something or someone is there. I don't know I'm so afraid of closed spaces too. I don't want to go alone anywhere now.
When I try to sleep, it seems like a slide of images start from somewhere. Some things which I have never seen, like, a table with flowers on it or a card which has yellow flowers drawn on it and something written in it. (My Mon says that she sees the images too when she's about to sleep).
A black shadow like man is there in the house too, I guess. Maybe that's because, the backside of our house is abandoned from 2-3 months. It should get better when my Uncle & Aunt returns, I guess.
These words like, M, L, T and J keep appearing too. Auras start from Nowhere when I'm trying to focus in my class. Glittering flakes start from the corners of my eyes and then, float around in a Circle! And, then, they go away. They scare me, to be honest.
Also, before having some big tragedies, I'm told with the Thoughts. (I've some Psychic abilities, apparently). But, not exactly. Like, a thought strikes my mind that my Dad and Me will meet an accident, a deadly one. But, my dad's friend family died with a car accident... Something similar after that keep happening. It's at its weak stage now and, it gets stronger when it Wants.