It's been a while since I've told anyone this, but; I get visions in my sleep. This has always been happening to me, although I do admit I got the visions a lot more frequently when I was younger than when I do now. Now, for me to have a vision, is like a gift. But even now it's more like Déjà Vu. When I was younger I wouldn't forget the visions when I awoke, but I do now. And whenever that vision comes true I have a tendency to say "DÉJÀ FREAKING VU!" (Don't judge me, please.) Most of the time when I sleep my dreams are very vivid and I can remember them clearly. So why isn't it the same case with the visions anymore?
By now you must be wondering "Missie, what kind of visions are you talking about here?" Well, visions of the future. Now I've told people before, "Oh, yeah, hey, I have visions!" Because back when I was in middle school, that was all the rage. Being psychic. Of course no one really knew until I told one of my friends at the time, and as a typical middle schooler, she told someone else, then they told someone else, you get the point. It was gossip, and it needed to be shared. People would randomly then come up to me and ask me questions like; "What job will I have?" "Who will I get married to?" "Will I be famous?" Ect. And I answered them with the same answer every time.
"Well, um... I don't actually know... You see, I can't control my visions, sometimes they only go a couple weeks ahead of time, sometimes a year. And my visions are always from my point of view. So I wouldn't know who you're getting married to unless I was invited to your wedding..." And it was the truth, it still is. One time, when I was very little, in elementary, I had a vision one night. I was older, I knew that. And I was talking with two girls, we seemed to be getting along, like we were friends. Years later, grade 6, the exact thing happened. I was having lunch with two girls who I had met that day, and we had instantly became friends. I find it cool, but creepy at the same time that this happens to me, sometimes I wonder if it even makes me psychic or not. I don't have many things that would be considered psychic in my life, but I am sure this is one of them.
But I still do get these visions, I just forget them when I wake up. But when the moment happens, I instantly remember. I told my mom about these once, she said "oh, you were probably just dreaming about this place since we go here often!" But the truth is, sometimes I'll have dreams and I won't know where the heck I am. Time passes, then I'm there. Sometimes I wish I could get a vision on command, but I can't. My only worry is; are they going to disappear entirely? I would hate for that to happen because I've always had these visions, they're like a part of me and if they disappeared I would feel like a part of me is missing.
I don't know, I've just been rambling. I decided to write this here on this site because I feel like I can trust the people on here. I only have one other story published and I've already gotten a lot of support from it (by the way, the shadows finally went away! The weird thing is they just kind of disappeared...) so that's a good thing! I'm truly sorry if there are spelling mistakes on this, I am currently on my iPad and autocorrect can be very rude. It's very late for me, so I must be heading to bed. I thank you for reading this, and maybe I can get some helpful tips out of this, I don't know!
Once again, thank you for reading! Seeya!
~Being a high schooler with visions is hard~