My Nightmare Of Loosing My Son

I'm not totally sure what this would be categorized under. It might even sound crazy. It could be schizophrenia but the ending is the worse. About 4 months ago I started to get really paranoid. Like someone was after me or my son. At first I just was paranoid about someone stealing our identities. Afraid that someone was in my house going through my things. I would leave things certain ways on purpose to see if they were moved or changed. The scary thing is they did change or move. I was getting worried. It got to the point where I had to spend a few days at a behavioral science center. While I was in there though I kept hearing and seeing messages about how they are going to take away my son. I wasn't sure what it meant. I thought maybe it meant state or his mother. I had to get back to him. I told the psychologist what I felt and what was going on and they said it was a stress and medication induced psychosis. They released me in 3 days after observing my behavior and I got to go back home to my son and back to work. When I got back to work people kept talking about their kids and how they were spending summer time with them and I was jealous because I had to work long hours to pay my bill because I was a single father with no financial help from his mother. It didn't matter though because As long as he was near me I felt we were safe. A month passed and everything felt fine. I posted this meme on Facebook that said "Those who died yesterday had plans for this morning, and those who died this morning had plans for tonight. Do not take life for granted. In a blink of an eye everything can change. So forgive often and love with all your heart. You may never know when you might not have that chance again." and not even 2 days later I was involved in a car accident that resulted in the death of my son and 2 others in the other vehicle, I shouldn't of survived. It might not be a psychic experience but the events leading up to that event along with the meme it scares the hell out of me.