First off, I would like to start off by saying, everything that I'm about to tell you is 100% true. I have tried to do research on the things that have happened to me but so far, no luck. I am looking for HONEST advice and/or what I should do about this. If you have anything to say that will help me please comment.
In the beginning, ever since I was little, I have been able to see things that other people can't. These events are just the highlights of what I can remember. It started when I about 7, my parents and been divorced and I was staying the weekend at my dad's new house with his new family. I remember if was Saturday night, and like any night over there I couldn't wait to go back to my mom's house. Anyways, I was reading in bed with my night light on, and I remember I looked at the clock and it had just turn 1:45.A.M. I went down stairs to go pee and when I came back up stairs I had literally just sat in my bed, I looked up and I saw a women standing about 3 feet away from me. She was average height, pale skin with long black hair. She was wearing a really old torn up white nightgown that had blood all over it. I remember her hands were down by her waist and her finger nails were black and long like 2 inches long. I looked up at her, and she was looking down then slowly looked at me and hissed "Get the F*** out" and then disappeared. I literally thought somebody had broke into the house she looked as real as a person.
Shortly after that at my moms' I had begun experiencing tall black shadow would run by me and I could fill the the wind move with them as they ran by. This happened all the time it didn't matter if it was at night or during the day.
The next experience was at my moms' house. And was on a school night. I had to be at least in 6th or 7th grade. I had a day bed that sat right up against the wall with a t.v. Right across it on the other wall. I was watching t.v. And I rolled over to face the wall and shut my eyes. (my door was closed when this happen and it squeaks really loudly when opened) For some weird reason I opened my eyes and in the light of the t.v. There was a shadow of a hooded figure on my wall. I froze up closed my eyes for the longest and then opened them and the figure was gone. I turned over and there was nothing there.
The next experience happened at my dad's other new house at a different location. Me and my step sister cleaned our room and went down stairs for dinner, leaving our door open. After dinner we went to our room and it was locked shut. We went to go get my dad and when we got up there the door was jarred halfway opened. No body else had been up stairs at the time. We went in and all the barbi dolls we had put in our closet were sitting in different places in the room. Some of their heads were off and laying around the floor.
The next experience I was at my grandmother's house. She lives off the highway in a old town called blue springs. My uncle lives right next door to her, literally walking distance. I was 13 at the time and I took a nap and woke up to find my dad wasn't there. I asked mamaw where he was and she said at Uncle Ronnie's (who lives next door) so I went to go over there. It was about 10.P.M. Dark outside but their were street lamps, I was walking across the yard with my phone flashlight in my hand. Halfway there I stopped and looked up and I kid you not there was a jet black wolf bigger then any average wolf in the middle of the yard eating something. I screamed really loud and it stopped and looked at me then ran across the road into the forest. It happened so quick it was like it almost didn't happened if that makes since. The only reason I knew for a fact it was a wolf was because there isn't any dogs that looked like it not even a coyote compared. I almost felt like it was a demon or something.
I am 19 now, and through out my life I have felt like I am always being watched and I have always experienced paranormal things still to this day. I see black shadow figure walking, I get feelings of chill bumps and my hair stands up on and gets really cold on different parts of my body. But, I have never felt in danger, scared, or harmed in anyway. I almost feel like I'm haunted. Like there is a reason for it, like I'm drawn to the darkness. It welcomes me and I know that is not good and that I'm not suppose to be. I believe in god and I try to be a godly person but in the back of my mind I always think about whatever it is that's haunting me. I feel like its trying to call out to me. Whatever it is it has been with me my whole life and I need help. What should I do. What is it? Am I just crazy? Please comment and help me.