Very Special Gift

Since I was 7 years old I have had various experiences which puzzled me and there's no one I could tell what I was going through but I felt alone and I knew it was something I needed to go through in order to understand - What? I don't know... I am in my sixties now and looking back on all I have tried and accomplished, I know that I am special...

I have accomplished - astral projection, remote viewing, projecting thoughts & making them happen. I now write poetry (Published) and pass messages sent to me, for people in need of comfort. I know when I am in the process of experiencing what I am about to pursue, I get a loud buzzing in both ears (very loud), my focus & mind begin to expand and I don't feel a part of this earth, then I follow through and within minutes I am done with what I was to do and return back to normal but it takes a while to recover.

First story - In 1976 I was talking to a girlfriend and suddenly I could see through and into her. She was scared and asked me what I had done. I didn't know at the time but it prompted me to find out, so I tried again, on purpose, on two other women friends, one of which called me a devil.

All of them, I scared, they asked what I had done because they became afraid and felt an intense tingle on their spine... Needless to say I stopped this practice & experiment because I literally affected them physically, but I always wonder how much more I could have done by using this gift, as a positive, to help people.

Second story (Remote viewing) - I cared very much for this girl friend living alone with her young daughter. Well one night I mentally got into my car and drove to her front door and went through it seeing every room in her house. I found her in her bedroom and just watched her.

The next day she came up to me and told me that last night she felt something, she had never felt before, watching her and out of the corner of her eye she saw movement as a figure passing by. Then she asked if I had ever gone through something like that before - For some reason I told her it was me that she had felt. She said nothing more and just walked away - We have not talked since then so I continue to lose friends because of My Psychic Experiments... But I will not stop learning because I know I am a good well-meaning person with a very Special Gift.