A few days after the last day of school I began feeling scared when I'm alone. I felt like I was being watched and the possible spirit didn't feel too friendly. I can't watch certain shows and movies anymore because I'll freak out and nearly have a panic attack.
I also see figures out of the corners of my eyes. I once saw a lady in a white dress and a black shadow (in the shape of a man.) I've heard stuff too; but only in some raspy female voice. It would be my name being called repeatedly and I could be thinking about anything. I feel like I'm crazy!
I hear thuds and I even felt pressure on my hip (like a human hand.) Unlike the other feelings, this didn't freak me out. I actually felt somewhat reassured.
Even though I can't see anyone most of the time, I feel like eyes are on me 24/7. Day time is no longer making me feel more safe and sane and I'm always scared! Even when I have no reason to be. I haven't physically touched any thing that could invite a spirit in (that I know of.)
I mean no harm to anyone, and I just don't want to actually be going crazy. Even if I'm not, what did I do to deserve this? While writing this my heart is still beating insanely fast and my hairs are up and at alert. I felt like this about a year ago. It stopped once I moved but now it's back this summer. 90% of the time I feel like I'm not safe. At all.
When people are around it goes away. But I know when no one's close because the feeling comes back and I sense their absence. I can also sense presences! They come a lot at night. I always feel someone in my room at night. I actually feel it.