Voices Before I Fall Asleep

I want to share my story with everyone. I am a 28 year old mother of 3 and wife of 9 years. I have no mental issues nor am I on any type of medication (just so you know I'm not crazy).'

Every night for almost as long as I can remember, I have heard distant voices when I lay down to go to sleep at night, almost as if a radio was playing in the back ground with about 3 different stations tuning in at the same time. I have never been able to understand the words they were saying because it was always more than one talking at the same time. I told my mama one day about the voices and my mama told me she has always heard them also, but not everynight like I do. I always just put the covers over my ears and ignore them until I fall asleep.

My husband and I just bought a house about 6 months ago. My mama has moved in with us. The voices have gotten so bad that I can't sleep anymore. I hear them one at the time now, but can only make out a few words that they say. I have started hearing screams now. It sounds like a child screaming. I'll be just dozing off and I hear it and I jump up look around my room and then that's it, I can't sleep for the rest of the night. I even sleep with the tv on, but sometimes I can slightly hear them even with the tv on. I've never been this scared of the voices, but now I'm terrified of them. I'm so scared I'm going to see them, or they are going to be standing over my bed, because sometimes that's how close they feel.

I have seen a little boy that I feel like was a spirit. I described him to my mama as being white all over. I was 12 years old and it scared me to death. My mama and even my daddy ended up having some experiences in that house, so we sold it. A few years ago I had some female surgery done that was not planned. It was sort of an emergency surgery so I had no time to plan anything. I barely even got to say goodbye to my family before going in to surgery. While asleep, I remember the background was a gray color; there was nothing but people walking one way as if they were walking on a busy New York side walk, but there was no side walk there, nor city just the color gray. I remember the people were bumping into my stomach and causing me great pain. I was holding the bottom of my stomach, trying to protect it and I saw my deceased grandpa who I was extreamly close to, standing there with his arms open. I went to him and he held me, so the passing people would not bump into my stomach. While he was holding me, there was no more pain. He never said a word to me and I never said anything to him. Then I remeber the nurse in recovery popping my face, to wake me up. I woke up and starting just crying my eyes out. I was telling the nurses that I didn't get to say goodbye, then I was so upset when my family came in that my machines started going off. I just kept crying that I didn't get to say goodbye.

I've often wondered if I was having a near death experience, or was I just dreaming. I have also been told that my great grandmother would see visions but she would never speak of them. They say she was born with a veil over her face. Anyway, I was just wondering, if anyone else has ever had any of these experiences and if you have if you could please share them with me.