To start telling my stories I have to begin at the beginning. I can recall things from VERY early in life, under 2 years old. My first memory is of my mother accidentally putting me through a glass window. I was an infant, and I remember it, of course in her recollection it was straight forward, but in mine she picked me up, I saw dark shadowy bats flying at me and then pop! Through the window I went. I also recall my old apartment in north jersey looking over the couch out the window and waving goodbye to my father as he left for work. I was waving then waving at myself to see if I was waving correctly, then waving at him. No one else in the family remembers this, but I can describe the living room and position of the furniture, and that we were not on the ground floor. No one has ever told me those details. But I digress...
My first dream looking back (I am 34 now) I was a little kid, only 6 or 7. I had a dream of going out in front of my house and there was a rain puddle. In the puddle was a LOT of change (money). I was at the bowling alley with my parents sometime in the future and I was in the arcade with my siblings (back then you could run around free and you were generally safe) I went up to a pinball machine and the coin return was stuck. I messed with it and it popped free, and out came a flood of change, pennies, nickels, dimes, and quarters. I recall running to my parents and saying look! Its like my dream! All this change came pouring out! Trivial yes, but hey I was only 7.
I will post more procognitions at a later date, as I tend to ramble, but I also talk to my family after they have died. Usually by phone in my dreams. I do not know if these are just dreams or real experiences. I tend to believe they are real because in my "dreams" my surroundings are as in real life, no dream weirdness. When my nana died I was around 14. A short time later I dreamed that my mother called me to the phone and said it was nana. I was in my real house, everything is how it was in reality. I answered the phone and she said Hi Robbie (nickname only she called me). I just want to let you know that I am okay, and I will be checking in from time to time to make sure you are doing alright. I just remember saying, But nana you're DEAD!
I also had my friends mother call me when she passed away, same type of scenario, I remember thinking in my dream that it was strange for her to call me, as I was not her immediate family.
My most important one I am still trying to figure out is when my sister and nephew were killed. I have had many dreams with them. I also knew that she was going to die, but I only realized it after she was dead. I will post that story separately.
Anyway thanks for listening to the beginning, I just want to figure out if I have a screw loose or if I really see these things. I suffer from depression and sometimes I wonder if this "gift" is really just a manifestation of my illness.