Beach Voices On Walk

stormtree, what I meant was by that was the remote viewing type exercise you did for this person, apologies for the confusion, and thank you for your reply.
Renee

Ostara8,

You seem to have posted to me a number of times under this story from Superstktendo, and I'm not clear about the relevance to this poster's original story. I will send a response to your e-mail.

What I will do here is make a couple of general comments, in the form of questions I have frequently found to be helpful for anyone to ask themselves.

If you feel you have not progressed... What is your goal, and what are the logical objectives towards that goal?

You describe yourself as feeling alone. In what areas do you not feel met? How do you feel out of balance? What hurts?

You talked about your "big block." What exactly is it that is blocked? And how are you at odds with yourself? It may indeed be that by recognizing and embracing something that you have been resisting inside of yourself, you will free yourself to move forward. You really can't release anything until you have acknowledged that it is there, and you cannot deal with an aspect of yourself until you acknowledge it as such. This is true whether you are dealing with self-censorship, fear, pain, or a conflicting agenda.

Obviously there can be psychicaly invasive or spiritually deficient areas that can hold you back as well, but it all comes back to finding awareness, balance, and focus.

You said, "I'd love it if you could do this for me." What exactly is it that you'd like me to do?

Stormtree

stormtree... Lol, I just read your post on help for others:)
If you have the time...

Basically, I cannot explain, its too... Hmmm big, but I want to know what is going on with me... I do not feel I have progressed... I feel that things are always the same, no change, and I need to know what my BIG BLOCK is... It has always been there. I really feel alone... And stuck...

actually stormtree, I think that I actually might be good at remote viewing... I have tried it spontaneously without knowing it was possible a while ago, and I was very good. I really would like to try it with you, and get your feedback and advice on if I am good enough to actually help eople, and what I could do with it... I would find it very interesting... I believe that I can read photos too... Of people, and I somehow do not need to see their eyes... Just the face. Not encountered many others who can do this... For you perhaps...?

STORMTREE - I would love if you could do this for me! If you would like to exchange impressions (I do a version of this, in a way) email me at ostara8 [at] hotmail.com
If not, no worries, I am sure we can help each other on here:)

would you have described your friend right at that point as RED? Red auras, when negative, can represent anger, rage, violent tendencies etc. It could be that your frind was RED and that you should either stay away altogether, or just at that time, because you are obviously very sensitive, and that kind of energy would be harmful to you. Look into auras, try to ntice them once again, as this is one of your personal natural talents. You will learn which colours are not good for your energy field.

I have reactivated an old e-mail account for members of site to communicate with me on. It is stormtree7 [at] yahoo.com. (I notice that the posting program here alters the arroba so that it reads as [at].) So really it's: Stormtree7 (little circle with an "a" in the middle) yahoo.com. (Remember the 7!) It seemed this would be an easy one for members to remember, as it matches the name that I use here.

Stormtree

Delighted to hear back from you!

While in therapy it can be helpful to the point of critical to get to know details about a persons experience, and in psychic work it can be helpful in accurate interpretation of what comes up once some clarity is confirmed, I had deliberately not asked for any personal information (strictly speaking, I did not even know your gender, age, or personal circumstances, although even a single sentence about the weather can speak subliminal volumes) because I did not want anything in my own mind to muddy the work. I must confess that I am tickled at the confirming gifts of glasses and pachyderms in this case, along, of course, with the far more important indication that what I have conveyed has been helpful.

It is unusual that your story has not triggered responses from other members of this community. Some are quite gifted, experienced, and wise.

I would be most happy to support you further. Let me know what your needs are, and I will do what I can.

(Incidentally, this series of exchanges has prompted me to wonder about providing an e-mail address for the sake of communicating with members outside of the forum. For one thing, it seems inappropriate to crowd these postings with a lot of individual "sessions". In addition there is, even in anonymity within a supportive community, an issue of privacy past a certain point.

I am going to pray about this tonight, and may add an e-mail to my profile for these purposes. If I do, I will post it here for you as well.

Let me make it perfectly clear that if I do so I am not "starting a practice" on this site expecting paying clients... Just making myself available for more expanded and personal exchanges.

Either way, please let me know anything that you feel comfortable posting here regarding your circumstances and areas of question.)

Stormtree

Once again thank you. I'm not sure what else I could say or what else I could do but your help has been amazing and fantastic.

I don't have long before my battery dies out so I'll write what I think's important and come back to the rest later if I don't get through it now.

Firstly the area that we went to (beach/docking yard/picnic table) was a place where boats were housed and worked on for the second world war, yet there were a lot of murders that happened in the area at that time. What you tell me could have something to do with that though I'll let you give a response.

Secondly; yes I do wear glasses and yes the way you've described them are spot on. You're the first person to ever notice or tell me anything about my eye sight/problems which is funny; to me that is. You'd think it would be something people would notice seeing as it does control a lot of what I am able to do.

In regards to the name you heard it does fit one of my friends. Well ex-friends; we're on different sides of the world now and its hard keeping in contact with someone who mysteriously vanishes out of the blue.

Also; it is surprising that you mentioned the elephant. Personal to me; very personal yet still very surprising.

Lastly its nice to know what you are renewing old practices. I would love more help further on if you still wish to offer it.

Cheers once again and thank you thank you thank you. 😊

Heythere.

So I've not been at my best today, and it's been long since I've journeyed. Odd, in fact, that I should have offered it, as I normally wouldn't even think of it when I'm not in form...but, as I said, I felt moved to offer it to you.

As a word of explanation, I had originally stumbled upon this site last week while I was researching the relationships between migraine and psychic sensitivity, and in the process I found one of the postings calling for my help and some supportive words in my heart. After I had responded to the first, there was another... Yours was twenty-something, and drew me to make the offer.

While I have worked professionally with people all my life, and have at times been quite active doing this sort of thing when I was a wholistic healer and shamanic practitioner, it's been a while. So, you're getting my first rusty efforts in a few years here.

At any rate, I'm a little confused by what I encountered... Perhaps it will mean more to you. Frankly, my pragmatic advice may be less to questioned at this time, but I suppose I've put in enough qualifiers.

I began with intent to find what you needed in order not to be overwhelmed by your experiences, leaving myself open as well to anything directly related to your beach experience. I won't go into specific details regarding the nature of journeying to various levels, but I will say that I found myself going along courses I never have before. For example, where I would normally go down through a familiar small cave opening, I found myself descending an extremely tall waterfall and through a whirlpool hole at its base, and I found myself in very unfamiliar surroundings with large sea turtles and orcas along the way.

At any rate, I was expecting to get to a place where I could ask about your needs, but there was a briny smell, and I found myself on a beach with grey grainy sand, and later out in a wooden shack at the end of a sort of pier walk. I noticed that it had petroleum grease and various manufactured items which placed it at least the in the late nineteenth or possibly twentieth century. There was some kind of violent fight, and there seemed to be something that looked like a pulp hook or crate claw involved. After attempting for a while to find what was up, I finally pushed one fellow up against the wall and asked him what the fuss was about. He said, "She killed me" and I saw an image of a woman with long orange-red hair, and the man's throat slit. How the two men fighting and the woman killing the fellow involved related I don't know. Odd that he should be fighting someone after he was dead... I don't always have the whole story.

After a while, not seeming to get much more at that scene, I continued my original journey to a place where I normally get guidance for healing. It took a very, very long time to get down to the ground at the scene... Seems like there was a lot to do with a couple of birds of a species I've never seen before... Sort of mottled specks on brown backgrounds with white bellies... Who each showed me along to the next point. Very tall pine trees, long time to work down them. I found myself in my boots, leather jacket, and cattle hat, climbing up a bank and then finding a comforting place by a small muddy creek. Not my usual place for such journeys. Finally found an elephant (odd, as he struck me as being out of place in the surroundings) who identified himself as my helper for this task, and asked about what you needed. There was a wash where the water tumbled and speeded up in the creek, and the suggestion of the cleansing force of that water. I'm not sure what that means for you, exactly. However, I rode on the pachyderm through some rather surreal albeit beautiful surroundings and found myself in some sort of large wooden room with lots of tables and benches. At least one of the walls had very large windows. It was dark out, but I got the sense of water outside. The next part is rather odd.

You seemed to be chained by your wrists and ankles above and below and being spun (clockwise, I noticed) out of control. As nothing else seemed to be working, I grabbed a set of cable cutters and cut the chains and then eased you to the ground. You appeared to have something red in your root chakra. Red is the normal color for this chakra, but this appeared to be invasively inserted and foreign to you, and it appeared to be agitating you so that you could not be still or calm down. I pulled it out and you seemed somewhat less frenetic.

I carried you back to the quiet place by the stream. It appears that some of the clay (red, ironically enough) was important in your soothing.

I then switched to doing a remote healing on your body. (By the way... Do you wear glasses, or have some issue related to eyesight? I ask because I saw you with Clark Kent style glasses. I'm not sure if they're literal or not.) At any rate, while your liver (emotional filter) was drawing a lot of healing, I was hearing something about frustration, even anger, at how weak men were. I heard the name Eric. I had an instinct to shift my focus to your heart, but you suddenly became very resistant, not wanting that area to be worked on. At that point, I stopped the session and took you back.

I continued my journey back upward to a place where I meet my high guides. It's been a while, as I said, since my journey, and it seems that my return there was a source of happiness for me and those who greeted me as much as it was about my quest for your answers. I saw a number of things that struck me as being sort of earthy-masculine...cowboy hat, leather saddle, and an overall vanilla musk.

So that was that for now...

Always, you must discover what is true for yourself. It seems that you definitely have a need to plant yourself in the physical world and come to peace with your root chakra issues. Some things need to be cleansed and grounded. There seem to be issues about masculine issues which are ambivalent for you... But you have a need for that energy, along with a need to make peace with it within yourself.

The difficulty that I had removing the chains might suggest that you, yourself, are somewhat caught up the dynamic. You seemed unable or unwilling to let go of them.

I would suggest clearing your mind and following your instincts to find resources related to balancing your chakras, along with learning ways to ground yourself, manifest white light, and claim your personal power through Spirit. Some of the journey suggested that you may have issues to heal around painful connections, and some spiritual or physical issues of invasion or anxiety to boot.

I hope that this may be helpful in some way, and would be curious to know how it strikes you.

I am renewing my old practices of daily meditation, journeying, and other healing modalities which include remote readings and healings. It may be that I could be of more good to you a little further down, if you so wish.

Again, let me know how this strike you. Good night and good journey.

Stormtree

Right, then.

I'm on my way to work, but I will get with my helpers and poke around a bit for you tonight.

Or perhaps "later today" since your anti-clockwise is my counter-clockwise, which whatever we call when it comes to the drain it is the opposite for each of us...

At any rate, I'll get back to you.

In the meantime, may your walk be a cheery one.

Stormtree Up Over

Stormtree,

I would love to take up that offer.😁

In regards to the picnic table I haven't been back there since yet friends have told me that the council has had it removed recently due to a safety issue because of its location.

I would like to see what is there now but for my own benefit I do, as you've said think that it would be more appropriate to stay away.

P.S.

I should have said that I was sleeping in the same bed in which the ex-husband had formerly slept. He wasn't there at the time.

Dear Superstktendo,

The immobility that you describe reminds me of a lot of stories that I have heard, and some events that I have experienced myself, related to haunting by troubled spirits with violent or sexual fixations who seem to grapple or otherwise assault people, especially when they are in bed, leading to immobility and loss of speech or breath. (On a more intuitive level, I think that in your case it has to do more with your personal field just being overwhelmed, but I'll go on to share this anyway, as it may be helpful.)

Having done my share of spiritual warfare, I have developed some practices that have worked for me in these attack situations that have primarily to do with willfully generating my own identity and white light from my core outward and reclaiming my breath and mobility. (I actually had occasion to do exactly this not even six months ago. I was renting a room in rural Maine, and it turns out that I was sleeping in the same bed as the ex-husband who had locked his violent schizophrenic wife in the attic - directly over the bedroom - in order to protect their children, and subsequently remarried a woman who apparently resembled my girlfriend, whose picture was lying face-up on the bedside table... I heard the footsteps on the ceiling first, which stopped directly overhead, and then felt the tortured, ragefull, longing come down upon me with fierce, constricting force. After I reclaimed my body and had her move to the corner of the room, we actually had a good talk, despite her obvious mental confusion. My mixture of firm boundaries and compassion appears to have taken the wind out of her sails, so to speak... But I digress...) Regarding that core-outward reclamation of body, such an approach may or may not work for you.

Let me know if you would like me to journey on it for you. I don't give out my contact information or or generally pursue things past posting replies in such a venue as this, but for some reason I am moved to offer this. You can simply post a reply here to let me know.

Either way, it is clear that your level of psychic sensitivity is very high, and it is critical that your own internal grounding must keep pace.

Regarding that picnic table... Unless you are drawn for some reason to challenge or help out whatever lingering spirit is there, I'd advise you to stay away and not bring anyone who's hair color might prompt such a nickname, or anything else red, for that matter.

Stormtree