I have for as long as I can remember been an Empath and very Intuitive I have many different gifts that I am now accepting FULLY and trying to develop.
I think the only thing that kept me from fully accepting and trying to develop these gifts are my fear of seeing Shadow People. But I am now learning to control this fear!
I used to see them and pray for God to turn this off (as if it was a light switch) and he did but then it would return some time later.
I had a really powerful dream 12 years ago that I want to share. There was a large bright light, much larger than a person but somewhat like an asterisk or a star in the night sky. It illuminated and made a humming sound as it moved. There were no words although I know this being was communicating with me. The only thing I could remember about what was said (without words) when I awoke was that it showed me some letters above the crucifix and I later realized those letters are 'INRI' which means 'King of the Jews'.
But this was a longer conversation than this light just showing me some letters! I wish I could remember everything. Three months ago after never seeing this again for 12 years. I had a scary Lucid Dream and I called on him and he was there instantaneously. I was honored for the rescue. I kind of held my chin up in a proud way.
It made me wonder what it really was and if this could be my Spirit Guide. Jesus or Spirit Guide!
I have prophetic dreams. I knew my Father would die a week before he did. Actually I knew someone in the family would die not who. I had a dream of a Grand all white wedding. I was standing with the Bride and didn't really know her and didn't speak to her. The Groom was nowhere to be found.
My Dad was being discharged from the Hospital but my niece was not yet getting well. My Dad was expecting me, he told everyone. My baby will be here in the morning. That morning after packing up and getting the kids ready for this one-hour ride to the Hospital, This was also the morning of his release. That morning he collapsed on the floor with Heart Failure. In a state of shock, not yet grief stricken I continued on to Hospital anyway to see him to say my goodbye.
I said DAD, I WAS COMING DAD! I WAS COMING!, WHY DIDN'T YOU WAIT FOR ME! I DIDN'T GET TO SEE MY DAD ALIVE. THIS HAS PLAGUED ME SINCE 2006. I try to block these deep sad feelings most of the time. Can't cry forever! It wasn't until later on when my emotions simmered down that I had realized the meanings of the symbols in my dream. Wedding for me always symbolize a funeral. I am the baby of the family and the last of 10 children. My parents married at 14 and had me when they where 40 years old. The groom in my dream was my Dad. The Bride that I didn't speak to was my Dad's mistress of many years that my family despised. My Dad married her in his 60's.
Shortly after I had the dream of the Spirit I started having reoccurring dreams of a Lion. This has been going on for at least 10 years now. He doesn't harm me although he looks like he could. He is a very large male lion. He just walks around and stays near me.
A friend from this site suggested that it might be my Spirit Guide! I don't know in my heart that this is the answer. I don't know my Spirit Guide but would like to find out and begin contact. I was told I could achieve this through meditation and cleaning my Chakras. I am currently working toward this.
Over the last 2 weeks all of a sudden I have started to dream of other animals. I had a dream of Bullhorn scratches about 12 inches apart on the sidewalk outside of my Mother's house but I never did see the bull.
As I walked up to the house I saw a baby Cougar crossing the grounds at my mother's house and it looked directly at me. The following night I had a dream about large ants, which I called killer ants in the dream. They were climbing up my leg they kind of stung a little bit and I plucked them all off one by one. All this was happening I while I was sitting out on a Jetty (rocks going out from the shore into the ocean) talking to someone I believed to be a foreigner because he had an accent.
Can anyone please offer me some advice on these matters...
Why do I dream so much of animals?
What is the significance of this LION?
Usually when someone's dying they wait to see someone, why couldn't my Dad have done that for me?
WHO CAME TO VISIT WITH ME IN THE DREAM 12 YEARS AGO? A Spirit Guide or maybe Jesus!
Why the symbol INRI. I see no meaning behind that other than Jesus.
Does anyone else have these ANIMAL DREAMS? Or have been visited by a being of light?
I would greatly appreciate your help and comments.
Is anyone here an experienced Clairvoyant?