I am new here. My name is Maria, but my nickname is Jaky. I have experienced different things since I was young. I have no idea of what, why, or how this things occur to me, and I would like any information that can be given please.
I don't remember much from 7 years and less of age. My family says I was always saying things. Like people I saw but weren't there. I could tell them many things about those people a saw. I even told them about a girl who was my best friend, they could never see her. They said I became angry when they told me that no one was where I pointed to, where I saw the people I can see ghost, most of the time children ghost. Events that I would say would occur, and then would actually happen.
Now I am 14 and I have experienced many things. I don't usually tell anyone about what I see or happens to me. I know I'm different. I can see things that others cant. I have something like a sixth sense. I know when someone is approaching me, or plans to contact me. I just to think it was always a coincidence. Like when I pick up my phone and right at the moment someone texts me or calls me. Sometimes I can go open my house's front door and there is someone who was barley about to knock.
I can sense when someone I know is in danger. About three years ago my dad had an accident. At that same moment I felt out of breath like I was suffocating, but it wasn't me I was breathing. Then my mom's phone rung. It was my dad's boss, saying my dad was in the hospital. My dad had been in a car crash, he had been thrown out the truck and in the impact with the ground all the air had been pushed out his lungs. My mom wasn't planning to tell me. She just said she was going to the hospital. I already knew what had happened. I somehow knew my dad was the one in the hospital. His face had been in my mind while all this was happening. My dad was fine after a week.
Many other things have happened to me. At the age of about 11 I started having dreams, this dreams are visions of the future. I started with simple dreams like my birthday presents, the events of my next day. Now I have dreams of what will happen in different times later on. The dreams became a little more intensified about a month ago. I have been having visions not my normal dreams. About 3 weeks ago I kept having dreams with the same topic for about a week. This visions were awful. They were so bad I would think about them and I would break up in tears. I even one time almost went crazy crying in school. I couldn't stop. This was my first time having visions when I wasn't asleep. I wanted and wanted to believe those were normal dreams that won't come true. Sadly somehow I know this are visions. I want to know anything that would help me get better at having this visions, this way I can for surely now if its real or not what is preparing to happen.
I would appreciate any information I can receive. I am on my own in this, and I do need help or I will definitely have frequent breakdowns and end in a crazy house. Thank You for any information that is given, and for simply just reading this.