I'm Kelsey and I'm fifteen and really confused. When I was younger I always thought the whole paranormal, physic thing was cool and always wished it would happen to me. Well as back far as I can remember I have always had these strange, almost specks that I always see. It's really hard to explain but they are always their unless I go outside. I get eye exams but I have never told them about this. They have never found anything wrong. Does anyone else know what this could be?
Also when I was about ten or so I would have weird dreams that would come true in a way. I remember one where these girls where playing with a doll house and it caught on fire and we had to stomp it out. The next day on the news there was some fire someplace and at school we had a fire drill.
Another dream I had was my friend and I were in a hippie van (yes I know that's weird) and she touched a gun and it started firing. About a month later on the news a cop was trying to get a gun off of someone's roof and it shot some of his figures off. I know I had more dream back then but I can remember them. I still have dreams that come true just not as frequent.
Also I have started seeing things out of the corner of my eye again. Whenever I go back to see what was there, whatever I may have seen disappears. Sometimes it feels like I'm being watched. I guess it could be my imagination. I was told that I have ADHD (Attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder). Could this have anything to do with it? Also I have found small scratches that I don't remember getting nothing huge but it's still strange.
Basically my last odd thing is that I know when people in my family have died. I remember the first time it was with my pop. I was pretty young. I remember waking up and kind of distressed in the middle of the night, like I knew something bad was going to happen. My sister was telling me to go back to sleep and she got me some tea but I went out in my living room to see a large portion of my family there. Shortly after we got a phone far that he had passed away.
Now this year I have known twice when someone has died. First it was my great grandmother. We all called her GG. She was 90 something and her health was going down hill fast. My family visited her when she was at her worst. I had to really convince my mom to let me see her. It was pretty sad to see a love one slipping away from you. When we went home, it sounds really weird but I saw a pale rainbow of colors in the clouds and I knew she would be letting go soon. That night we got a call saying she had died. It wasn't nearly as bad at the funeral I knew she wasn't in pain anymore.
Also I have a great aunt Mary-Ann. Or she's some how related to me and I saw the strange clouds to when she passed away.
And I also get the gut feelings, the deja vu, and little things like that. I think I may be a bit of an empath. I can read people really well. Thank you so much for bothering to read all of this and anything you can tell me would be a huge help. This stuff is kind of weird and scary but I think I want to make it a part of my life. Thank you so much again!