I Just Want It To Stop

By cydo77
(1 stories) (0 posts) (the author is a senior adult)
Date: 2009-08-11
Country: United States
State: Arizona
Category: Psychic Medium

i don't know why I have this? Is it because I'm crazy? Did I do something wrong to get this? I think it all started about four years ago. I was laying in bed and I looked at the clock and it said 9:30 p.m. I sat up so fast as if I was scared but I was not. I could only look at the red light on the fire alarm. It kept moving back and forth up and down and in circles. But still I was not scared.

My girlfriend had sat up and said, "Are you ok?" I looked at her and said I was fine but I think the fire light is broke. She said well come back to sleep it's 10:45 p.m. I don't remember staring at that light for that long. So where did that time go?

After that I felt fine for about 2 months. Then I started to know things about people that I shouldn't have known.

I could see their thoughts as if they were my own I could touch something and know who had it where it came from and everything about this person. Then it got worse. I started to hear voices but not the 'I'm crazy' voices. Its like real people talking. I figured out that these people had passed.

I thought I could handle this so I just went with it. We tried to test it to see what I know. So my lil sis told me to come to her house to see if I could tell her about this guy she was dating that I have never met. As soon as I got to her house I could feel him as if he was there. I knew everything about him; hair color, how tall he was, that he smoked, that he was not good for my sister.

After that, I tried to put it deep inside myself because I don't want this any more then it got even worse. I started to see people that have passed and this has scared me the most.

I was working at a school and behind the school was a cemetery. I had to call my mom because I could see so many people just staring at me. And I knew they knew I could see them. After that, I have not spoke about it alot. I just keep all of it to my self. I don't see the people anymore but I do see pictures of things: books, plants, numbers, letters, places and I don't know what all this means.

Now, for the last four months, it's just been noisy in my head like standing in a room full of 1000 people that are all telling a story at the same time and I can't hear just one story. It's getting louder every day. Every day my hair gets more and more gray. Please tell me how to stop it and how to make it go away. I don't want this in my life. Or tell me I'm crazy so I can get help. I'm tired because I can't sleep. Its like this phrase in my head, "You can't get water from an empty well." What does this mean? I don't get why this has to happen to me. Please help me turn it or point me in the right direction.

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Destinee (1 stories) (3 posts)

15 years ago (2009-08-15)

i don't know if everyone does this. But it's an old native american (or at least my tribe) that if you want to stop all this paranormal stuff from happening like seeing stuff we eat olive. Green olives. I don't know it works for my family?

warrior1111 (2 posts)

15 years ago (2009-08-14)

I feel the same way through much of any given day, and most days are very noisy. I am still learning to live with the noise around me. I 'hear' everyone and everything! And it is difficult to just function some days. This is not something you will be able to stop unfortunately. The dead...well, they are just trying to get our attention, like a moth to a flame, the brighter the light, the stronger the attraction, fact; Do not open any 'doors', or try to channel the dead, this can be dangerous. Seek guidance on this issue. The living, well, we are like giant antennae and pick up on everything and no we can not stop the energy from being present around us or the stimulation to our psychic senses. The brain will try to process all noise (energy distubances). Yuk, I know. It is so loud down here. And my sleep is always interupted! I also struggle with the 'noise' because it makes it difficult for me to focus on the task at hand. So what I have had to learn to do is accept my gift, and realize there are some places I can't be; people I can't be near; and careers I can never enjoy. My job as a channel is to bring light into this world first, to remain clear (at no matter what the personal cost) is a gift to humanity, and this makes all the noise worthwhile.

Saikatanas (40 posts)

15 years ago (2009-08-14)

"stress gray hair" it is quite normal for a working person and even from people that has that kind of genetics. I have friends that are 21 years old and have grey hair.

cyopathic (5 stories) (513 posts)

15 years ago (2009-08-14)

Sounds like stress gray hair can also mean dead cells in the body so see a doctocor about that you might have a bad condetion of this there are many so please also see a germataligust but the hearing voices means that you are in area full of spirts so try and get out more if you still hear voices it would be a good idea to take alittle vacation still hearing voices meditate and you should be able to controll it.

Saikatanas (40 posts)

15 years ago (2009-08-14)

"it's just been noisy in my head like standing in a room full of 1000 people that are all telling a story at the same time and I can't hear just one story. It's getting louder every day. Every day my hair gets more and more gray. Please tell me how to stop it and how to make it go away. I don't want this in my life. Or tell me I'm crazy so I can get help. I'm tired because I can't sleep. Its like this phrase in my head, "You can't get water from an empty well."

First - grey hair colour was one of the main colours that people in Atlantis had. Also a greyish-green like tone eye colour.
Maybe you were a shapeshifter, when you realise that your body is all energy, you can change it accordingly to what you want. Maybe it is your subconscious speaking, doing that. Just imagine yourself with your old colour every time you think of yourself. See if that works.
You need protection, train your solar plexus chakra, go on youtube to see how it's done. It will emanate power to your aura. Every time you go to sleep imagine a pyramid or and oval shield around you and hold to that thought.

Don't try to erase the voices, they just want attention from you, because you are very sensitive. Ask for help from you guardian angel, try to speak to him and he will tell you what to do.

Don't worry about loss time. Time is just an illusion that we created. Time exists but not the way we created it. It is very normal. Everyone has that problem, specially when they are having a great time.

"You can't get water from an empty well" - Don't try to get something that doesn't exist. You are attached to someone/something that doesn't need to be attached. The fact that you are grabbing something doesn't mean that is worth it. Just let it go... Go with the wind...

CuriousPsychic13 (16 stories) (141 posts)

15 years ago (2009-08-13)

Wow... Your so strong. And there's nothing wrong with you, if you think that's bad, I remember things from past lives, I'm clairaudient and clairvoyent, I see demons and I possibly influence things, I also pick up energy from objects. Being clairaudient, I hear voices too, and when your looking for quiet time it's difficult, I understand:). Trust me, your extremely lucky, weather you realize it or not. I'm only 13 and I can't open up to a lot of people about my psychic side. I've never heard of such a strong telepath, my sister subconciously picks them up-thoughts, I mean... But you know it instantly. Your amazing. Come read my story, it was the first time I saw a demon and the first time I clued in I might influence things.

Min (1 stories) (4 posts)

15 years ago (2009-08-13)

At least everyone who has experienced the same has asked themselves the same "Am I crazy?" question. There is nothing we have done to get it. Some may think it's a gift, some may think it's a punishment. We all have different insights.
Once we focus our energy on something, the time could pass unbelievably fast without knowing.
It gets some getting used to. You don't usually have to meditate, but meditating could be the best thing. If you don't choose to meditate, you could do something that makes you relax. Watch television, read a book for instance.
You could learn how to stop those voices, and control it. If you want it or not, it's your choice. As for the phrase, I can't completely know what it could mean. It could be about your life or personal problems you're facing.

VictoriaRose (3 stories) (39 posts)

15 years ago (2009-08-13)

First question, you are telling the truth yes?

Second question, How old were you when it started?

Now to help.
I don't see why your hair would be turning grey that's a bit strange.
But it is probably do to all the stress, maybe becasue well your stressing about this. Lol.

Mediation, you'll have to work extra hard on this to make the voices subside. But if you get it down, you can empty your mind and have peace. Of course this is only a temporary silution to your problem. As soon as your done mediating it will come back.

As for sleeping, if your mediate while laying down in your bed, you'll be able to fall asleep, maybe not for as long as normal people can but a good few hours.

There is an old Arabic proverb that says "You can't draw water from an empty well."

Think about that saying, and about how it relates to well spouses. As a well spouse, you are constantly giving - drawing from your own personal well of time, energy and emotions, to care for your partner. However, if you become empty inside, there will be nothing left to give to your spouse, or others in your life. You become burned out- dry...

And for your hair, my I suggest hair dye?
Email me if you need any more help.
Horrormurph [at] aim.com

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