I believe that my 3rd eye has fully opened, but I don't have the complete skills to control it.
I can see a person's future/past by just looking at their palms. The lines talk to me. I have not studied palmistry yet I get glimpses of images in my mind of places, objects emotions, relative to that person.
I see dots of light every now and then. I have noticed auras around people before.
I believe myself to be highly empathic, I can read people and sometimes I feel I can project my emotions onto people, even strangers.
There is also a part of me that believes I have potential/latent telekinetic/psychokinetic abilities triggered by intense emotion. The night my uncle died I was asleep however I felt some sort of tapping under my head and thought it was a mouse I woke up yelling and newly screwed in shelf fell down in my room.
I've had out-of-body experiences. The first of these starting when I reached puberty, and most recently in the last two months, I have had entities trying to contact me during my dream state, however, I don't know how to control my spirit. The entities are able to manipulate my dreams, and show me things I don't want to see. I seem to wake up and then sleep paralysis occurs, which I then notice the entity above me as if floating over my bed. It's never quite clear but a silhouette and semi transparent. By then, I can feel my body convulse & shake & then I wake up. I always feel so scared when this happens. My first initial thoughts are leave me alone! Leave me alone! The first time it happened, I felt as if this spirit was trying to get into me. I really need to find a way to control this.
I used tarot for answers a few months ago and asked the cards where my powers originated from. They described the past, conflict, greed, agreement and darkness.
My family is from the Philippines and I have a strong feeling that I'm connected to shamanistic/tribal powers that use to exist in Philippines before the Spanish conquered. My second last visit to the Philippines was when it all started. The connection I felt to the land perhaps triggered some sort of spiritual awakening in me.
I desperately want to know:
1. The origins of this
2. How to control it
3. Or how to stop it
Sometimes I can't get to sleep or too scared to go back to sleep. Sometimes the feeling that you're not alone is too overwhelming and the visions/situations that I seem to be shown are just too much.