I don't know if I have any medium qualities or considered as one, but I've had some similar gut feelings. I've only had these feelings when something bad is going to happen to me, or happen in general. Please tell me that it's all in my head if I'm wrong. I just want to know if I am.
When I was still in high school, I left my class to go to the main office (two hallways down away from my class). About 5 minutes had passed and I was coming back down the hall to get to class when suddenly I had this heavy feeling in the pit of my stomach and I felt extremely anxious and unsafe. I felt that if I continued down the hall that I would get hurt. It was seriously weird but I always listen to my feelings. So I stood around for another minute or two and the feeling just went away. So I went to the hallway where my class was and I saw that a couple of ceiling tiles were on the ground, broken in pieces. It was clear to me that If I had kept going, I would've been hit by those. This was only one occurrence of something happening like this. I have many more but I thought this experience stood out the most.
I've had spine tingling chills in public places and by myself at home. My arms also get goosebumps and my hair is standing on end. I've always thought that there must be someone watching me, but when I look out the window and around me, there usually isn't anyone there or no one is looking at me. Not even a passing glance or stare.
I've also had an unexplainable dream that I have tried to think logically but I can never find a really good reason for it to occur. Though I could never think of it as a dream because I am very sure that I was only borderline half-asleep. There was always this woman that would appear in my dreams, but I can't remember all that other times she has been in my dreams but the last few were quite memorable. She always has long black hair and even though her hair never really covered her face, I would never be able to see her eyes. However, just to let you know, I am not a fan of horror movies, or anything that could stress me out. (Like roller coasters, haunted houses, pain, heights, etc.) So I always avoid these things. I have no idea why I would dream something so violent. This dream though, would be the last time I would ever see her. I was just barely asleep, (in the morning), and I always keep my door shut. And I make a habit to tell everyone not to come into my room...ever! So while I was just keeping my eyes shut, I felt someone sit on my bed. I turned to see a woman with long dark hair calmly petting my hair. I couldn't see her eyes and she seemed pale, but I thought it was my sister. I turned to my side and tried to smack her hand away and said, "Don't touch me." I was annoyed that she was touching me and I don't like to be touched while I am napping. But I knew that she was really extremely angry about that and she grabbed my hair and pulled my head to the side of the bed and she pulled my blankets off of my bed. I just opened my eyes wide awake (that second), and saw no one. My head kind of hurt and I saw all of my blankets on the ground near the front of my bed, and the door wide open. I felt so drained and scared and I thought it must have been my imagination and someone must have opened my door. I asked my family if they went into my room and they said that they hadn't been near the hallway where my room was for hours, that they were all outside. I've tried to kick my blankets off of my bed to reenact it, but the way that I would have to do it was in a completely different position from where I woke up. I've tried to move my door to see how much force would be needed to open the door, and even got my cat to get into the room and see if he could open it that far but failed. I'm not sure if I was a dream or something but what I am sure of is that I was not fully asleep. I swear to that.
Please tell me that it's all in my head and that I'm just really sensitive to the environment or something. I would like to either know that if I'm crazy or not. Thank you for reading.
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