I'm not sure what to call myself. I am an empath that senses feelings/emotions/auras from other people, whether it is from someone close to me, a stranger, a spirit, or an object. I can see and hear spirits, and I have what I call, a guardian spirit. She has been with me all of my life.
I don't really do anything with these psychic abilities, they are just sort of there. Though I have had one spirit ask me for help. The spirit of my friend's father who killed himself asked me to tell his son that he was sorry. I could feel that he was truly sorry, so I relayed his message.
He was with me when I told his son, and at first his son was furious at me, thinking it was all just some sick, twisted joke. But then I touch his arm as if to comfort him, and all of the feelings that I was getting from his dad flowed in to him and he calmed down and understood that I was telling the truth.
I've had another experience like that, though this time my friend asked me to relay a message to his grandma. I wasn't sure if I could do that because nobody had ever asked me too, but he was my best friend and I could tell he needed this, so I had to try.
I secluded my friend and I in a room with nothing to distract us and meditated. I opened myself up and just let my spirit free, as if to send it out looking for the spirit of his grandma. We stayed like that for hours until, finally, I found her. I told him to just let his feeling for her go, to let them flow freely from his body into mine. I then let his feelings flow through my body to her.
There are other experiences I've had of seeing spirits and feeling them, but nothing special. But in all my life I have never experienced visions. But lately I've been seeing these flashes of different scenes every time I close my eyes. They're not dreams, they are just flashes of the same images over and over again, and I don't know what to make of them.
If I try and meditate they get stronger and clearer than when I just close my eyes to rest or something, but they're still the same images. They don't change, and they just play over and over like a reel. And for some reason I can't get any emotions/feelings off of them, and I can always get emotions/feelings off of everything because everything has what I call, "a life". But these visions don't seem to have any emotions/feelings attached to them, and I have no idea what to do.
They are keeping me awake at night, keeping me from meditating well, keeping me away from my love, because they appear EVERY time I close my eyes for more than a second. I just don't know what to do, and I'm hoping that someone can help me. Please, I don't think I can take it much longer.