Memories have been coming back to me lately and I would like to share one.
When I was a child I would "dream" that I was flying. One time in particular I was slowly flying about a metre or so off the ground, face down with my arms outstretched in front of me. I was in a huge field of grass and I also remember enjoying going to sleep as a child because I remember I could control my dreams direction.
I also remember for weeks on end I had the same "dream" happen to me over and over again. One night something else happened after I was jolted awake. I was laying in my bed looking into our long hallway of our house and I see myself standing there in the hall staring straight back at me. The look on my face I will never forget. I was standing in the hall stock still staring at myself and the feeling of doom suddenly overcame me. I couldn't move or scream. I felt paralyzed and I still to this day have never been more terrified of the way I stood so still, staring and the silence was horrifying.
In a matter of seconds after seeing myself in the hall, the whole picture that I see; the hallway, me and the feeling of doom suddenly distort and mangle (this part is hard to describe) and as quick as lightening my whole bedroom and everything in it is turned upside down with all my things scattered everywhere (the way it looked was almost like the way a tv will distort when a channel isn't working right).
After the shock I would wake my sister in the middle of the night and force her to help me clean up my room. She never understood why but I knew I had to make my room ok again as I thought (being a child) my mum would kill me if she saw what happened.
I have never shared this with anyone but my closest friends and was curious to find out if anyone would know what this could mean or if anyone has had a similar thing happen to them...
Thank you for reading and I look forward to some feedback:)
Kindest regards phoenixboo
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As children, people will astral project a lot more, due to being younger and closer to incarnation when conceived.
As for seeing yourself, I believe that nature was trying to get you used to the environment out there. It happened for a reason. If it happens again, instead of screaming, try and assess the situation and gain control. You may want to laugh or something. Or try and chant "Om" either out loud or in your head. This is normally a call for help or it can be used as a form of meditation.
Most people who meditate do so and then end up out of their body. To go higher, I can suggest that when trying to meditate, once your out of your body, sit down on the floor next to your body on the bed and meditate there chanting "Om". It will intensify your experience in a good way.
If you have lost the ability to astral project, use a binaural beat designed for astral projection then when you feel vibrations or feeling like your floating, attempt a separation technique, such as the rope technique.
If you have any questions, email me at:
Harleydune60020 [at] gmail.com