Memories have been coming back to me lately and I would like to share one.
When I was a child I would "dream" that I was flying. One time in particular I was slowly flying about a metre or so off the ground, face down with my arms outstretched in front of me. I was in a huge field of grass and I also remember enjoying going to sleep as a child because I remember I could control my dreams direction.
I also remember for weeks on end I had the same "dream" happen to me over and over again. One night something else happened after I was jolted awake. I was laying in my bed looking into our long hallway of our house and I see myself standing there in the hall staring straight back at me. The look on my face I will never forget. I was standing in the hall stock still staring at myself and the feeling of doom suddenly overcame me. I couldn't move or scream. I felt paralyzed and I still to this day have never been more terrified of the way I stood so still, staring and the silence was horrifying.
In a matter of seconds after seeing myself in the hall, the whole picture that I see; the hallway, me and the feeling of doom suddenly distort and mangle (this part is hard to describe) and as quick as lightening my whole bedroom and everything in it is turned upside down with all my things scattered everywhere (the way it looked was almost like the way a tv will distort when a channel isn't working right).
After the shock I would wake my sister in the middle of the night and force her to help me clean up my room. She never understood why but I knew I had to make my room ok again as I thought (being a child) my mum would kill me if she saw what happened.
I have never shared this with anyone but my closest friends and was curious to find out if anyone would know what this could mean or if anyone has had a similar thing happen to them...
Thank you for reading and I look forward to some feedback:)
Kindest regards phoenixboo