My name is Summer. For those of you who don't know me. I'm an empath and well, I'm not sure about everything else. I feel spirits and sometimes see or hear them, and I often have deja vu, or just know things, but I have no idea what I am, or what I can do, or even how to do it.
Recently, I've been getting these visions of my grandfather, sometimes his funeral, sometimes just this strange feeling, like knowing something's wrong with him. When I see him or hug him, I get a pain in my chest, it's weird. And just yesterday, I learned that his pace maker is running out of batteries, and his body won't be able to withstand getting the operation to replace the battery. I found this devastating, but at the same time strange.
Also, I've been practicing concentrating, and moving small objects, and I can now finally move paper! (wow, paper...)
Sometimes when I get really upset, things will just happen. Light bulbs exploding (as if they burned out), things will just randomly fly off my desk, or move, electronics will malfunction, or go on without anyone touching them. I don't understand it. It's not me doing it! Or at least not me on purpose. Then, when I try and prove to someone that I'm not crazy, and I can actually move things, they won't budge (they only shake a bit) almost like a mental block I guess? I wanted to know if anyone has advice on maybe how to expand of telekinesis? Is it even telekinesis? I have no idea how it works, I can feel it, I can feel when I'm moving something, I just don't understand. I would really appreciate advice.
I've tried to talk to people about the weird things happening to me, and recently more and more things happen, and feelings become stronger. Today I was in my English class, and my teacher was talking about ghost stories. I decide to raise my hand like an idiot, and talk about a few of my experiences. Then I get into explaining spirits and all that, and of course, everyone started laughing at me. When I went to my locker, someone had stuck a paper that said, "Go kill yourself skytzo" on it.
Why are people so stupid? Anyway, that's why I have no one to talk to about this. So I would really appreciate anyone who can explain what's happening to me? I really feel like its all in my head sometimes.
Thank you so much,
Love & light, Summer Rose