Ever since I was a young, I've felt different. Just to tell you a bit about who I am: my name is Summer, I'm 15 years old, a vegetarian, extremely confused with everyone and everything, and I really would appreciate some advice.
A few of my family members were empaths, but they all ended up committing suicide. Except for my mom, she has cancer, but the thing is, she doesn't know it yet. She's going to find out at the end of the month. I predicted it. Anyways, enough of that, the thing is, I feel different from the empaths in my family. I can feel emotions like the rest of them, but I can also sometimes hear or see things, and recently it's been getting stronger to a point where I can now see aura's more clearly, I've had a few visions (my mother with cancer), and I've always felt things, but recently it's to a point where I can't sleep if I feel something enter the room. I don't understand! What am I? I feel so different and from everyone, not only my own family. And this had gone back all the way to when I was young. I'll give a few early examples.
When I was maybe 3 years old, (I'm not sure of my age, all I know is that it was a very early age), I remember sitting in my kitchen and having that feeling. I can't describe it, it's like feeling energy. I was too scared to get off my chair, so I just sat there with my arms around my knees waiting for it to go away. Suddenly, all the drawers and cabinets around my kitchen flung open all at once.
Another example is when I was around 8 years old, I was sitting in my bed, and long story short, I saw a man in my hall way, who at first I thought was my dad... Until he fell into the floor and disappeared, only to reappear walking towards my bedroom. I shut my eyes and wished it would go away, and when I reopened them, he was gone.
Here's a more recent example: a few nights ago, while I was about to fall asleep, I heard the most terrifying scream. It was one of those screams no one will ever let out until they look death in the face. I leaped out of bed and ran to my brother's room, and he said he didn't hear a thing. When I went back to my room and I was about to fall asleep, I heard it again, but louder, and this time I had no time to leap out of bed. I was dragged into a deep sleep, and saw the screams coming from a burning man.
These are only 3 experiences out of the many I've had, including some that happened just this morning. I need advice, I'm not sure what I am, and I've been told I may be indigo. When I looked it up online, it seemed to match up with me exactly, but I need some second opinions. I wasn't quite sure who to turn to... Everyone seems to judge me or think everything I say is just imagined (until I do their tarot cards... That seems to win them over a bit, considering the fact that they always turn out right).
I'm sorry if my story is long, but I would really appreciate some advice here. There is much more to this story, and depending on the feedback I get from this one, I may share more experiences to specify things. Thank you very much for reading,
-Love & light, Summer Rose
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Any way the problem that most have is that they store up the negative energy and forget to release it into the earth or wash it away in the watcher or generate a burning flame to burn away the darkness and negative emotions you may accidentally or intentionally absorb. I'm studying energy healing techniques and the art of acupunture (which is basiced on knowledge of the pyschic energy body)
I'm looking into Eastern medical treatments. If anyone has any suggestions please email or post them.
But to avoid suicide or cancer. Try to find positive energy sources and restrict the asorbation of negative energy. If you want to help and heal a person by taking their negative energy then learn how to purify it or release it safely back into the universe. Contact me if you need more help. Peace to all.