I am starting to become very confused on what exactly is going on with me.
Since I was a young child around the age of 3 I have been talking to people I can give full descriptions of that no one else could see or hear. I am now going on 22 and it seems things are becoming stronger.
Over the years I have seen spirits, heard spirits, had things moved on me, and I have been physically touched. I have had dreams of the departed and of occurrences that later happen.
When my mother moved into her home the first visit I took there I told her that the storage space under the stairs had a lot of spiritual activity. I told her full descriptions of a native woman and her daughter and a man that comes in the form of a dark shadowy mass that I believed to be the little girl's father. He was angry but had no intentions of harming anyone. This little girl was killed and had a symbol drawn on her chest due to her mother and father being from different tribes. Later on I found out after careful historical research the area we live in is old native ritual sites and burial grounds. And when tribes had children with different tribes they would draw a symbol on the child's chest and sacrifice them.
After my grandfather passed away for several months both myself, my mother, and my mothers best friend would see him, or hear him. I had vivid dreams of him talking to me saying he was proud of me for coming so far in life and tell my grandmother he loves her. I never thought anything of it as I thought I was just dreaming of him because I missed him so much. It was not until my mothers friend received a phone call from my house while no one was home and heard a man speak the words " why won't you listen to me?". After this we called my grandmother to say we felt my grandfather has a message for her and we have to tell her he is very much around and I told her of my dream where he asked me to tell her he loves her. After that we never had any experiences involving my grandfather again.
The newest occurrences that have been happening over the last month or so are in my apartment. My doors shut, lights turn on, we hear walking, my boyfriend who previously had never had any experiences up until meeting me has heard a woman talk to him. Both times he thought it was me until he turned around and saw me sleeping but could still hear the whispers. I have heard a man speak to me. We both have been touched. We have noticed that since communicating to them through sayings like " were going out please leave the lights off we have left one on for you" or " please keep the banging to a minimum" that things have gotten more active. For the last 2 nights we have not been able to sleep. We are being woken up by the voices or by the spare bed creeking as if someone is climbing in it. We constantly are woken and our first instinct is to stare at the hall way. Actually as I write this story right now I can hear banging in the other room and it is the middle of the day. The experiences use to be only at night until recently. I have done some minor evp work where I leave a recorded on while I go out and have gotten heavy breathing on it and the sounds of my doors slamming when all windows are shut but never talking. I refuse to use a Ouija board as I feel sometimes you let more bad in then good.
It seems that no matter where I live or where I go I am always experience spiritual activity. I can always hear them or see them. And I can always sense or give full descriptions of a person who has passed on.
Am I going crazy? Am I a medium? Or am I just being haunted?