My whole life I have known I have had "the gift" but lately I'm wondering why it all stopped. I can't talk about it with anyone because everyone I know doesn't understand or believe and I know because I can see it on their faces when I try to explain what I've seen or felt. Growing up I would always see spirits or ghosts. I would hear things and feel thinks like a hand on my shoulder. A lot of it has to do with seeing spirits and hearing them, but not everything.
I was able to pick up markers out of a pile and with
My eyes closed basically feel the color. Not all the time but a lot. I will get a random song in my head and just know like clockwork that when I turn on the radio that will be the song playing. Those are just some examples of things that would happen. Now a lot of my feelings of things to come, sights of the dead, and ability to do really anything seems to be gone or lost.
I still get feelings and little things still happen but I haven't seen a ghost or spirit in months when it used to be an everyday to every other day experience. It seems the older I get the farther away from the weird I'm going. I can't decide if I am happy or if I'm sad. I never knew to think of those things as a gift or as an annoyance but they just became an everyday thing so I learned to see it as normal.
Are my abilities gone for good or just dormant? Has this happened to anyone else?