What can I say, I'm posting on here and must admit I am scared. I had had a lot of these attacks every now and then when I go to sleep. I never sleep with the lights off anymore and these attacks still happen. I know it sounds crazy but I'm sure it's demons trying attacking me.
I will fall sleep and wake up unable to move and either sense a dark presence hovering over me or, one of the worst episodes last saturday, I could swear I felt this evil being hugging me, not letting me go, as I slept on my couch on my side. Usually these attacks happen when I sleep on my back.
And for the last 2 years I have noticed that I will look at digital clocks and it says 333. Also I have just been baptized into Jesus. But the first ever attack I had was before I knew ANYTHING about Christ. All I can think is I am prideful inside and maybe that's why these attacks are allowed to occur. I know I sound cowardly cause I'm a guy but I'm really scared. I don't know how to stop these attacks and know when I go to sleep, I won't have to worry.
And if you think it's all in my head I know it's not because unfortunately, my mom had an episode once. She said she saw a dark winged being hovering over her bed. And that is what scared me the most because there is nothing more I fear than my mom losing her soul. The Bible says believe in the Lord and your whole house shall be saved. Well my parents do not believe in Christ, my father is outright opposed. And I am an only child and I'm scared my parents and I will be separated eternally. I know I have struggled inside to get myself right with God and I believe if I don't completely surrender, which I am trying, that not only I'm but my parents, will be lost eternally. I don't know what to do.
All I know is to be a true follower of Christ you have to completely give up your self will and truly die to yourself. That's the only reason I can think these attacks are allowed to happen.