I'm new to the site but I have read a few stories and have had similar things happen to me since I was young. I used to think as a kid that it wasn't real. That it is what crazy people say. I would always have extremely vivid dreams asleep awake, hasn't changed much from then to now. I have always been able to feel when and who was going to call not always right on who but when. I have always been able to see things that wasn't there not always an object I guess but more as an energy floating around rapidly little dots. Have always since I was a child felt someone else was with me. I have only recently been able to distinguish, myself to someone else. I am not really sure what it means.
A few months back I had a motor cycle accident and as soon as the whole thing started to happen I saw myself leave the bike see what was going to happen how to stop it and what to do before I knew what was happening I felt myself being help off the road and set softly on the grass 50 feet from where the bike went over. I walked away with a minor 3rd degree burn on my ankle.
I thought for awhile it was luck but I am almost positive it wasn't just luck. I have noticed that I am seeing things clearly without seeing them. I was raised with no one to talk to about anything and recently realized what I did when I was a child and can seem to look back on almost everything that happened and almost relive them again. I have always been sensitive to other people I feel how they feel. Sometimes I can turn it off some times it is so overwhelming it scares me. I have an extremely strong feeling not sure where it came from. But it is that I have been on this planet for a very very long time, I have had problems with racing thoughts and visions hearing sounds since I was a kid. My parents did the add things didn't just drugged me up to be normal. I have always been able to absorb others energies no matter how tired of full of energy I can be I still seem to draw more. I have tried to seek help before in the past but only got forced to leave in a panic. Several times I was screamed at for no known reason. I just took it that I was not ready to know at that time. But I feel I need to know now. There is a reason I have the things happen to me that do and I want to know why. I have had times recently where I hear my girlfriend talking without her being in the same room answer her and she is snow white and won't talk to me. When she does she just say's I didn't what you answered to I thought about it. She was singing a song in her head and I finished the verse she was on. I always seem to influence others without meaning to.
I have never really gotten along with people of my age always people 20+ years older than me. I'm not sure what I'm asking for help on or with really. I don't have much of an idea what's going on. I have read different things and just end up confused on what it all means when I try to turn what I read into what's going on. Because so many things mean so many different things and I just am plain lost. This site so far has placed me into what I would guess to be the right direction. I have had other things happen I could go on and on and on but I am not sure. If those things were really happening or if it was due to an over active imagination. I have always been open minded but at the same time somethings ways tells me to not fall for anything and that was just fear. I am ready for help and willing to accept any that is given.
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