I have recently had strong psychic experiences. These include what I now know from this site as being an empath. I have sensed peoples emotions and they effect me. I also have done astral travel. I have experienced the elements and can see the energy fro the wind. A new one is feeling or sensing what trees are saying. I have had dreams that come true. I also dream of past lives and know they are of people surrounding me throughout my life. I have also known when people have died and called my mother to see who it was. I also have what I have found out to be "biokenisis" which causes my eyes to change color. These will be discussed later in detail.
I recently have had an intense 2 weeks of psychic experiences. I am 40 years old. I think the reason why they are coming back now is because of stress in my marriage and other aspects going on lately.
I started having pretty intense dreams about past lives. They were very vivid and I was deeply disturbed by them. In one I was a knight that had my head cut off. Another I was a witch burned at the stake. Another dream unfolded a woman who lived alone as a hermit after her love died in a war in France. I think this was all brought on by a person I was writing song lyrics for who I now know was part of my past life.
One night I had a vision of Joan of Arc and she told me I would be fine. She said I was like her and had to do good for mankind and God. I saw her image while looking at the stars.
Feeling the stress of my marriage crumbling I went to bed one night and the Angel Gabriel came to me and told me, "only God can judge you, no one else." He said he would protect me always and to do right in the world for people. He also stated to think of him in hard times and that change can be good.
After the visit of Gabriel I started getting the sight back which I had previously as a child and teenager. I started to feel things like an "empath" and could sense when people needed help and that were in some kind of emotional turmoil. I also lost several pounds and had all my health problems go away. My eyes became sensitive to light and looked lighter in color. They were always light green but change bluish green. I felt a strange being in a relaxed state. I was normally an anxiety ridden person prone to depression. I actually wear sunglasses in the house sometimes now because it just looks to bright. I don't feel anger or hatred anymore either and all the bad things in my life previously have disappeared like a weight off my shoulders.
I made a trip away for the weekend to think about my marriage and several things happened on this trip. My friend met me at the airport and I could immediately sense her self doubt and stunted emotional growth. I knew that she was sexually abused as a child. I told her to go to hypnotherapy to get help and then she would finally move on.
We went out that evening and saw a band at the bar behind the hotel where we were staying. I immediately knew the lead singer was a pompous egotistical man. I looked at the bassist and knew hew was getting divorced and missed his children. Then I looked at the guitarist and his head was glowing above like sunlight. I pointed to him and said, "you have the light baby" He pointed back at me and said, "so do you." He later came up to me at the bar and told me you have really positive energy. I asked him why the lead singer was such a jerk. He just laughed and asked how I knew. It freaked my friend out very badly and I said I was getting psychic things happen.
I was confused but trying to accept this condition. The next day another friend met us and we went out for lunch. I kept staring at our waiter and knew things about him. I saw him sewing a dress and later he said he was in fashion design as his major in college. I later left him a message with his tip. I told him to make a certain style dress, listen to a a certain song and don't go out with people with a certain name. I don't know why I did that but I also left him $20 for a tip because I knew hew was broke.
Later I went to an esoteric shop to buy a new tarot card deck. The owner of the shop immediately eyed me and I knew he also had the sight. He came over to me and asked if I was ok and I said no. He said I would be ok and get used to the sight. He explained how there is no beginning and no end in time. It was strange but it comforted me. He gave me a hug and I started crying and felt much better.
Then later that night I met a woman that I knew was having problems with her family. I kept staring at her and knew she needed someone to tell her she was doing a good job with her family that was including her children and her step children. I gave her a hug and she started crying. She said she was relieved and felt so much better after speaking to me.
In the same evening I met a man in his twenties who had fallen on hard times. As soon as I saw him I knew his relationship had failed. I could also see he was doing drugs profusely. I asked if he was in a band and played guitar without thinking and he looked shocked and said yes. I told him he would be ok and gave him a hug. He also started crying and said he felt relieved. I told him he was only human and that he would be fine.
At this point I basically knew it wasn't coincidences. I had some psychic moments as a child like guessing things. I was also very super sensitive and cried often over the world's tragedies. I also felt a closeness to animals, especially horses.
Another thing I am getting is feelings from trees. Not necessarily talking but some sort of language. I have also seen energy flowing from the ground and in the air like colors. Sort of like when you open a hot oven and see heatwaves. I can sense animals too especially from my horses. I don't need to put halters on them and they just follow me around and go where I tell them.
I have seen auras around people and know when they are a negative person. Sometimes they have a black spot when they are perceived as bad to me. I keep away from this type of person.
I have had astral travel experiences and have felt like I am in the stars. One time I traveled to Paris and was sitting under the Eiffel Tower. Another I went to the desert somewhere. It is always peaceful and relaxing. I actually enjoy this little treat.
Since this has been going on I have a hard time being in a public situation. I notice my eyes are wider open and I stare intensely. Before I wouldn't look in a person's eyes and kind of look to the side. I feel alienated from society and apprehensive about being in shopping areas and crowds.
What I need help with is how to tune out these intense feelings people are giving me. I feel exhausted and want to stay at my home. My sleep is disturbed always at the same time around 2:00 to 3:00 a.m. Every night and wake up wide awake. I call this time dead time. I have strange dreams and have had what I call demons in them. I chase them away and ask Gabriel for help. Sometimes my dead sister is there and watching me. One time she looked so real and was kind of sparkling. I was having conversations with her and she helped me with my writing.
I am reading books about other people's psychic experiences to help. I try not to get depressed and stay positive. If I am sad I think of Gabriel and it makes me feel better.
Please respond with any helpful suggestions. Thanks.