I have been able to do these since as long as I can remember. I don't know how to take everything. Please tell me what to do and how do handle it all. Be honest, do I sound crazy?
1) I can sense peoples emotion. Not only that, I feel it. The closer I am to someone the stronger it is or if there is another like me.
2) Having a strange connection to stangers. I sometimes feel somewhat connected to other. I think they are the same as me though. That's why I can sense them so strongly.
3) This one I do not know how to describe. Since I have a hard time remembering it. I do this space out moment. I don't remember it. Like I'm there in mind one moment then id be totly gone then id come back to reality and I wouldn't remember what happened, or what I am doing or sometimes where I am. I'm not to sure if it because I'm crazy or if its more than that
4) I get vivid horrid dreams that repeat and continue. My dreams always revolve around spirits, death, fighting, demons, angles, war, me and wolf/dog-which I'm terrified of-. I remember them but can't explain them. I remember dreams back from when I was eight. That's weird for one and not only that but they continue. Its like watching a horror movie every time I close my eyes. Whats even weirder there are places and people that I recognize but have never been to or met. I'm currently trying to piece my dreams together. Lucky me I do get normal dreams -my favorite ones- but I also get dreams that come true. One day I was perfectly healthy I had a dream that I was sick the next morning I woke up sick.
5) Sometimes I can see what's going to happen before it happens and I know what someones going do or say before they do. This is awkward to have. I see it in my head or I sense it then it happens. Like I know the phones going to ring before it does and who is calling, I know when someones coming, being able to sense them, before everyone around me knows they are even there. I know what my friends, or anyone really, is doing before they do it. Know what they are going to say. Its just weird.
6) I often get what I call flashbacks. It's different feeling then when I see what's going happen before it happens. I see old places that I have never been to but I recognize them. I believe in reincarnation and I think its my past that I am seeing. It scares the crap out of me.
7) I can connect to the spirits, but I usually don't see them. Only twice I have seen them. I see them in my nightmares and I sense them here in reality. I believe I have an angle, not in religious terms I don't believe in god, heaven, hell, or the devil, but a spirit that is good, protecting me. In fact I know it but don't know how to describe it. One thing I think I am doing that is dangerously wrong is I'm pouring my heart out it feels like towards the spirits, not know if its good or bad. I feel like there is a strong connection and that its coming out of my chest going toward a spirit but that feeling is so strong I can't tell if the spirit is good or bad. I know if the spirits or there or not. I just want the bad ones gone.
Memories that stick out
ONE: I use to live in this old three story house built in the 1930s. That where I got my first encounter that I can remember, with a demon. This demon was not in human form. I believe that house is haunted, but the demon followed me. It was night time and I was sleeping. I woke up because I heard a noise in the rec room, which was down the hall from my room. I walked out and into the rec room and there it was. Staring and growling at me. I was so scared I ran up two stair cases in probably 10 seconds. I ran to my sisters room.
TWO: I'm not sure about this one. Its in this new current house that I live in at the moment. I was folding my laundry in my room and I heard noises behind me and I looked nothing was there. It sounded like a wrapper. A couple minutes the noise happened again. I checked there was nothing. It happened again and this time when I toured around I notice that the back of snacks I had the dresser was lifted off then turned and drop. I was to terrified to scream. I asked if it was going to hurt me and I got no response.
THREE: Happened just recently. Due to my stupidity and curiosity. My friend had an ouija board. I know its just a toy but still. I wanted to test it. I wanted answers. I wanted to know if there really is a god, if I could get answers what my dreams, visions, flashbacks all mean. Why do I have demons stocking me. What do I do to get rid of them and these stupid abilities.
The boards responds:
1 spirit present
And that was it.
Am I crazy or is it more than that? What do I do? Can I get rid of my abilities and the demon? Why won't these spirits, dreams, visions and flashbacks go away? I'm scared because of everything.