I have been able to do these since as long as I can remember. I don't know how to take everything. Please tell me what to do and how do handle it all. Be honest, do I sound crazy?
1) I can sense peoples emotion. Not only that, I feel it. The closer I am to someone the stronger it is or if there is another like me.
2) Having a strange connection to stangers. I sometimes feel somewhat connected to other. I think they are the same as me though. That's why I can sense them so strongly.
3) This one I do not know how to describe. Since I have a hard time remembering it. I do this space out moment. I don't remember it. Like I'm there in mind one moment then id be totly gone then id come back to reality and I wouldn't remember what happened, or what I am doing or sometimes where I am. I'm not to sure if it because I'm crazy or if its more than that
4) I get vivid horrid dreams that repeat and continue. My dreams always revolve around spirits, death, fighting, demons, angles, war, me and wolf/dog-which I'm terrified of-. I remember them but can't explain them. I remember dreams back from when I was eight. That's weird for one and not only that but they continue. Its like watching a horror movie every time I close my eyes. Whats even weirder there are places and people that I recognize but have never been to or met. I'm currently trying to piece my dreams together. Lucky me I do get normal dreams -my favorite ones- but I also get dreams that come true. One day I was perfectly healthy I had a dream that I was sick the next morning I woke up sick.
5) Sometimes I can see what's going to happen before it happens and I know what someones going do or say before they do. This is awkward to have. I see it in my head or I sense it then it happens. Like I know the phones going to ring before it does and who is calling, I know when someones coming, being able to sense them, before everyone around me knows they are even there. I know what my friends, or anyone really, is doing before they do it. Know what they are going to say. Its just weird.
6) I often get what I call flashbacks. It's different feeling then when I see what's going happen before it happens. I see old places that I have never been to but I recognize them. I believe in reincarnation and I think its my past that I am seeing. It scares the crap out of me.
7) I can connect to the spirits, but I usually don't see them. Only twice I have seen them. I see them in my nightmares and I sense them here in reality. I believe I have an angle, not in religious terms I don't believe in god, heaven, hell, or the devil, but a spirit that is good, protecting me. In fact I know it but don't know how to describe it. One thing I think I am doing that is dangerously wrong is I'm pouring my heart out it feels like towards the spirits, not know if its good or bad. I feel like there is a strong connection and that its coming out of my chest going toward a spirit but that feeling is so strong I can't tell if the spirit is good or bad. I know if the spirits or there or not. I just want the bad ones gone.
Memories that stick out
ONE: I use to live in this old three story house built in the 1930s. That where I got my first encounter that I can remember, with a demon. This demon was not in human form. I believe that house is haunted, but the demon followed me. It was night time and I was sleeping. I woke up because I heard a noise in the rec room, which was down the hall from my room. I walked out and into the rec room and there it was. Staring and growling at me. I was so scared I ran up two stair cases in probably 10 seconds. I ran to my sisters room.
TWO: I'm not sure about this one. Its in this new current house that I live in at the moment. I was folding my laundry in my room and I heard noises behind me and I looked nothing was there. It sounded like a wrapper. A couple minutes the noise happened again. I checked there was nothing. It happened again and this time when I toured around I notice that the back of snacks I had the dresser was lifted off then turned and drop. I was to terrified to scream. I asked if it was going to hurt me and I got no response.
THREE: Happened just recently. Due to my stupidity and curiosity. My friend had an ouija board. I know its just a toy but still. I wanted to test it. I wanted answers. I wanted to know if there really is a god, if I could get answers what my dreams, visions, flashbacks all mean. Why do I have demons stocking me. What do I do to get rid of them and these stupid abilities.
The boards responds:
1 spirit present
And that was it.
Am I crazy or is it more than that? What do I do? Can I get rid of my abilities and the demon? Why won't these spirits, dreams, visions and flashbacks go away? I'm scared because of everything.
If you're interested, please email me at Crawkid [at] hotmail.com and title you email "my dream'.
Now I may or may not be able to help, but would be much willing to give it a try.