I am getting scared. I keep having a nightmare over and over, over and over. And each time, though it is in a different setting, the same guy is there. Brown hair, black eyes... ugh. Each time I have this nightmare, he finds me and rapes me. I don't know why. All I know is that it feels real, so real... And it's so painful that I occasionally wake up in tears. I just don't understand it. Am I having visions or nightmares?
The thing is, I'm not sure because I have dream-come-trues all the time. Happens at least once a week. And these nightmares were as real -if not more- than those dreams. But usually aren't those recurring dreams? I just don't know. I've never had a recurring dream before. But in theses nightmares, he rapes me... Sometimes repeatedly. And it's so real that once I thought for a while that it had actually happened - before I remembered that in my dream I had been sixteen and that's two years younger than I am. All the same...
Vision or not? I don't understand. All I want to know is the difference... But I dream every night, so how can I tell? Is there a difference? Or are they the same? I've had real dreams before that felt real and never happened. So, what is the difference?
Vision or nightmare?