I'm not even sure where to begin but I'll do my best to explain.
I've always felt I was different; that I had something different that no one had. I have very acute senses that some people can not believe. I may wear glasses, but I think in general my eyes are very good; especially my side vision. My sense of hearing is very, very, very good. I can hear such small tiny sounds, ect. I'm very grateful and thankful everyday that I am the way I am, and that I have acute senses. I was a preemie so everyone thought I'd have some sort of detriment because of being three months early, being so small, being underdeveloped, ect.
I have been called a mind reader, and a psychic as a joke many, many times. This week however when my friend said it was as if I had a sixth sense. I got to thinking and decided to ask on Yahoo Answers.
I know things. I don't know how to explain it but I do. I know when people lie to me. I tell people that if you lie to me, I'll always know and find out why and I always do. I have gut feeling/notions a lot. I use the world feel often. Examples, "I feel like your upset..." "I feel like I know what's going on..." ect. I just know things in general.
Sometimes I swear I have telepathy with some of my family. My sister and I are close. There have been times where one of us would be thinking of something, and the other would be thinking of the same thing, get an idea from it, ect. There was one time felt my mom was home so I went downstairs. I yelled into the kitchen for her and my sister said she wasn't home. Then she walks through the door 2 seconds later.
Yesterday my mom 's legs ached, and I told her mine did too. We we're eating dinner together and she said her back hurt too. A few minutes later my back started to hurt for no reason. I hesitantly asked her where her back hurt. (I was originally going to say, "Does your lower back hurt?" but I thought that would freak her out) She said her lower back, and that's where I felt pain. I went upstairs in my room and the back pain and leg pain disappeared. When I came downstairs to see her, it happened again.
Back in middle school my best friend's grandfather was dying. She knew he wouldn't get better and she was strongly upset. She's the type of person who doesn't show her emotions. I remember feeling the a waterfall of sorrow come over me and I almost started crying.
A week ago I saw a friends page on deviantART gone. Completely erased. She was upset and said she was thinking things elsewhere. I felt a lump form in my throat and I visited her BFF's page and felt/knew something wasn't right. I just feel an immense wave of sorrow sweep over me, a lump form in my throat and I started shaking; tears threatening to fall. I had "Always" by Saliva playing like a broken record in my head and I started sobbing and felt drained. It was like I felt both of their sorrow together.
I had no clue what was going on; I knew absolutely nothing. Yet a wave of immense sorrow overcame me and I broke down. I felt like I knew what happened, yet I had to indication as to how. When she talked to me she said my lyrics were fairly accurate and she asked if I talked to her friend. She asked me if I talked to her BFF because I sounded like I knew what happened.
I've had that happen before when I read a journal on DA. I didn't know the person. I've never been in their situation, yet I started sobbing the same way I did there.
I've had future dreams. I'm not talking about deja vu's. (I get those often btw) This is completely different. I don't like when bugs or spiders get into my room. I've had two dreams with a spider in my room. I'd wake up shaking and search my room to see if the spider was there. The following night a spider was truly there. I had a dream about my crush getting a girlfriend. The next day he shows me a Christmas card of them kissing and says they're a couple. I've had a dream of not being able to see and my breathing was heavy, the next day I fainted because of being weak from being sick. And more instances I cannot think of at the moment. I've had premonition dreams a lot.
I have sosososoo many more things I could say but I don't want to bore you. XD
Here's some of my traits that could possibly deal with ESP. I'm passionate about what I do, and I'm a perfectionist. I care about the well being of others and often worry myself sick over others. I put friends and family before myself. I'm very, very emotional and cry very easily. I'm weak and meek and I can't stick up for myself. I sometimes believe the weather has an effect on my mood. I'm very negative about my appearance and I think I'm ugly personally. The little things in life mean the world to me and when people do acts of kindness I go out of my way to thank them. Little kids warm up so quickly to me. People come to me for advice to rant and vent. I like to listen to others and try to help them. I pray for people a lot. I have an awesome memory. Idk, those are the only things I can think of that might have to do with ESP. XP
I get headaches a lot on the weekends. Hardly ever during the weekdays 'cause I'm at school. I also hate big crowds, and lots of people in one area.
I believe I'm an empath. ♥ And perhaps a clairvoyant or a psychic. That's what I think. But I want to know what you think.
So do you think I have a Sixth Sense? And if so what kind (s) do I have?
Thank you so much for your help! I really appreciate it more than works can say! ♥ Thank you and God Bless! ♥