Alright so I don't really know if any of this is really real or not. But I guess it has to be since I feel something strange. But not any stranger than some of the things I've read on here. I don't think I have a gift but I know that humans are not supposed to feel or sense things like this.
But anyway I should get on to what's happening to me. Well a few years ago like 5 or 6 years. I started feeling a strange aura I guess some people would say. At first I thought nothing of it I was thinking it was just what I was just normal to feel strange, being a growing boy. But now I'm almost 20 and when it first started it was weak and I only felt it every now and then. But now I feel it everyday this dark and strong feeling that won't go away. I used to tell people about it but they thought I was nuts. And stop coming around me but see the reason I don't think I have a gift. Is cause this is the only spiritual energy I feel. Like some people say that they can feel or see it around a lot of people. But I can't I only feel this one and I'm a little worried that it might be me. That I'm feeling and I still feel it the horrible dark energy even today.
So if anyone has gone or going though this to please feel free to leave a comment. Or something so that I know that I'm not alone in feeling that Dark Energy all the time.