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Am I Connected To Something Dark?


My name is Kayla I'm 14 and I don't know what's going on there are many things I want to talk about so please stay with me. I'll start from the beginning, since I was a kid I have had these white outs, they are like black outs but I don't pass out, I just see white and I can't hear, I get dizzy and I don't remember where I am for a few seconds.

In school when we were being asked questions or taking an oral test, I could always feel the teacher's victims, like the closer I was to them the worse my stomach hurt, and I could tell when I was going to be asked because of the feeling in my gut. I also get this feeling when something bad happens.

For example, I was sitting on the park at school and my stomach started really hurting, and then a few minutes later we heard this car crash and then the feeling went away and I was given this weird meaningful rhyme in my head, it went like this:

(Someone died on Friday (x3)

There shall be no survivors to salvage, for the

Lord Lucifer has come to collect their souls.

I am the messenger of the dark and the merk of the depth.

(I spelled it like that for a reason)

And after I had said that I had just started laughing and smiling... I don't believe in that but I'm wondering if it has a meaning.

I have never really felt like I belonged with humans, whenever I interact with them including my family I get this feeling like I just want to pull away or I want to hurt them. I can't really help it, and

Sometimes I feel uncomfortable in my own home like I'm really not supposed to be here.

When I'm sleeping I get these really weird dreams, that usually have something to do with water or they are really evil. [My role model is Poseidon]. I have very good intuition, like I can tell when people are lying, I can feel their emotions and I can feel other peoples injuries and pain. I don't know if this matters or not but I believe in the Greek gods, and I believe that there are demigods but not to which extent that there are camps they train in, like the Percy Jackson movie.

Sometimes I feel like I'm being followed and watched by something unfamiliar, and at school and sometimes in my house I hear voices greeting me and whispering my name over and over and when I look around there's either no one there or no one is trying to talk to me. This is really scaring me because I don't know how to handle this or what to do with it.

I think I had an out of body experience, but I don't know how to control them,

Example2: One day in my house I was standing on the stairs and my sister was across the room and I just zoned out and the next thing I see is flashing white with a background of my living room and then I could see myself on the stairs, I think my spirit was standing behind my sister and then it was over...

Some of the things I can do is control small amounts of things in water while I'm meditating, but I really want to expand it and learn how to control water itself. I feel like I'm connected to water, I don't want to sound cliché, but I have a "bond" with it. It makes me more comfortable and I can think clearer when I'm in or near it.

I also think that I might be a bit telekinetic but I'm not sure

Example 3: Another time in my living room I was just sitting on my couch staring at a little plastic blue table, and after about 2 minutes it jumped and the heat went on. It creeped me out immensely. Again, I don't know if this matters or not but I can sometimes predict who is calling like a minute before they call.

I often try to meditate to enhance what I have and it worked a bit once, but it won't work now. I have also heard that there are some psychic vampires, that suck your powers, and I think I may have a friend that is one, she's always making me miserable and saying I can't do anything special she lives next door to me and I don't know what to do about it.

And just out of interest I would like to research and learn how to perform telepathy, precognition, resonation, empathy, lucid dreaming and last how to read auras, if anyone could recommend any books that could help me understand this or give any advice, I would really appreciate it. Sorry for all the paragraphs but thank you for taking the time to read my article J

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Shadow82 (1 posts)
5 years ago (2016-09-24)
I just read your post. I know its a bit late. Somehow I can relate to your experiences. Is there anyway that I can contact you
Timfaraos (426 posts)
7 years ago (2015-04-13)
If you believe in the 12 greek Gods... Well that's your choice. But I never heard of a demon going away when someone said: "Poseidon help me!" or " Go away in the name of Athena, and Zeus!"... But demons DO go away when you say it in the name of Jesus Christ! Get my drift? When we pray to him, He sends His Holy Angels to guide and protect us, and fill our life with light, happiness and love... But its your choice, what you want to believe. Good luck!
A5 (2 stories) (144 posts)
11 years ago (2010-12-12)
Don't be afraid. Jugding by this site, you are not alone. Feeling others' pain can be very hard to deal with, and not to mention distracting. Reading helps: Inheratence, Percy Jackson, Maximum Ride, even HP sometimes. Music too.
Google Psychic Quiz and click the link with that title. A lot of information is there that may be of some use. I don't think you're evil, though it feels that way rather often, huh?
When you feel out of place, know that there are more of us out there.
violetttears5 (1 stories) (8 posts)
11 years ago (2010-10-06)
I don't believe in god and don't try to convert me because people like that piss me off. I'm getting even more consumed by darkness, I'm hearing more whispers, I'm seeing black dots everywhere and still don't know what to do.
Iunderstand (3 stories) (153 posts)
11 years ago (2010-08-14)
Your spirit and soul is being attacked by characters that are trying to draw you away from your family, friends, and society. Its just like when the female wolf draws out its victims so that the other wolves in ambush overwhelm the isolated victim.

Your spirit and soul do not die like the body. Your body returns to dust. Your soul turns negative, and your spirit turns on the soul and the body. If you constantly feel disconnected from even friends and family, this could be due to a weakened spirit. God is the judge of good and evil, not you, not demons, not angels, and definitely not society. Don't judge yourself or let anyone else either, God is the judge. You are still young, don't let fear devour your childhood. Its not really even your fear. Give Christ your fear and your anger. Pray for His peace and salvation. You should read my stories. I know how bad it feels when you don't have anyone to talk to about these you can't explain. Nobody here thinks you are crazy. You will be ok, just believe you will be. And pray!:)
violetttears5 (1 stories) (8 posts)
11 years ago (2010-07-14)
But I can't avoid her, she's next door to me and comes over unexpected and won't leave until I hang out with her... 😢 thanks for all of your help people, I'll set up more powerful shields because obviously my other ones aren't working 😳
Newblood (1 stories) (202 posts)
11 years ago (2010-07-14)
You will know the truth in time, but aviod this friend if you can an if you can not we can try to help.
violetttears5 (1 stories) (8 posts)
11 years ago (2010-07-14)
Thanks for your help 😊. My mom got me an ouija board for Christmas 2 years ago, and my friend the vampire used to make me play with her inside of my house, and we talked to all these spirits, but I think she was making some of them up, because she said I have a dead brother, and she was my sister. I don't like her but I can't shake her. 😢
g1raff3 (2 stories) (9 posts)
11 years ago (2010-07-14)
I have a question and I am not trying to be mean or anything but have you played with a Ouija board or dabbled in anything? If you have, please contact me...

If not, it could be this: psychics have a very high vibration. Things that we can't see are attracted to this vibration like moths to light bulbs. It could have attached itself to you.
Paymon (41 posts)
11 years ago (2010-07-14)
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Hi Kayla. I think there is nothing wrong with you. I don't even think you need to be changed. What happening to you is for a reason... A purpose. I would like to talk to you more because I think we are alike in many ways. I can help you out and help you control your abilities. Email me at rc_hardy [at]
Newblood (1 stories) (202 posts)
11 years ago (2010-07-14)
What those white outs are is the lord tryin to get your atention they are posesions and he is doin them because you are supost to help that spirit cross over. They happen to me next time it happens ask your self a cupple questions like where was I before I was here and usally they will answer an you will know its them an not you because they will give you answers you don't exspect. You must be carefull though for this world has been made on equalality so some times bad things will be there to but our holy father will protect you just reach out to him an he will reach out to you for he helps thoughs who helps themselves. ❤
Adaryn7 (6 stories) (460 posts)
11 years ago (2010-07-14)
Okey-doke, there are a lot of things in your story to address, but here are some of the things that I picked out:

1. I'm not sure about the white-outs, but I used to get them as well. They may be stress-related. I think this might explain your uncontrolled OBEs as well. Perhaps both are due to low energy, because you mentioned that you could be experiencing psychic attacks--->

2. If your "friend" is a psychic vampire, is she aware of it? Most psi-vamps aren't aware of what they're doing, they just know that they feel strong and energised around certain people. If what you've written in your story is true, then you would have quite high spiritual energy so it makes sense for someone with a deficiency in theirs to want to feed off yours. Remember to build protective shields around yourself when you meditate. Also, I might consider getting some new friends, she doesn't sound all that nice (sorry)

3. If you can hear voices in spirit then you are clairaudient. If there are spirits wanting help you can try talking to them, but don't let them bombard you and/or push you around. Be assertive, and tell them when enough is enough. Helping them is your choice, don't let them force you to do anything.

4. Many of the other things you experience, such as knowing who's on the phone or whom your teacher is going to pick next, are quite normal. Most people experience these things some of the time, and dismiss it as coincidence, but some people experience this all of the time. This is because we are all "gifted"--we are all "psychic"--but to varying degrees.

5. Finally, I know of a few individuals on this webpage whom might have a few things to say about your experience with the car accident. I try to walk the path of light and love, so naturally I'm a little concerned about why a negative spiritual entity would be bothering you to this extent, and I think one is. I think you might be dabbling in things that you shouldn't for this to happen--evil will not come into your life unless you give it an invitation. I don't want to alarm you, but I think you need to make a choice about which path in life you want to walk, because the fact that you laughed at something so evil is out of character and downright disturbing. Obviously, you have been influenced by something. Get this evil out of your life, shield and protect yourself while you meditate, and maybe get some kind of spiritual cleansing. That's what I would advise, anyway--but of course, the choice is yours.

Peace and blessings

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