I'm in my 40's, this is new to me so I hope I'm writing in the correct place, I have felt, heard, smelled, and seen things since an early age. Going back to my infant life believe it or not, I have remembered things that are impossible to all other people, that asking my mother if certain things had happen and she would change the facial expression of her face and asking how do you know that if your were just a few months old? I only hear sounds like machines or grunting at times not all the time it's rare and to hear machines in the mountains its kind of strange, all my life I had smelled the fragrance of ocean I can smell the salt in the sand and the smell of fish, being at that moment more then 40 miles away I don't see how I can smell all that like it's right in front of me, but the most recent smell that I keep getting is a sweet peach smell but at the same time sensing a female and a love tied up with it, don't know if this makes any sense to anyone.
Recently, well the day before yesterday I was sleeping and around 2 to 3 am I felt something crawling on my left foot, I had got a sensation like a Centipede crawling on my foot but the weirdest thing to me was that I normally would had got up from bed and freaked out but I didn't, I just shook my leg and went back to sleep, then after doing my daily runs the next day my heel was bothering me so I took my sneaker off and I had like a cut that was bleeding, at first I didn't pay mind to it but I suddenly remembered about last night. I know I'm different and I know I have things to do in life to help others, its been happening for a very long time even though I suffer not in a physical way but emotionally, but I'm strong and I can hold on because God gave me the knowledge of knowing that even if I cry and even if people think that one does not have gifts, I know that every path I'm guided to that I will be under his wings at all time. If someone hurts of emotions or can't stand the pain of hurt I want that pain as a gift to me in exchange for many years of happiness to you, we all are different, we all need to believe in what is not seen more then what is already seen, through our eyes God sees everything, to does who can't not see in vision see through Gods eyes. My question that has not been answered is why? Why do all want to see, hear, sense and smell something they don't even use for what it is meant to, its meant to help the needed, not use it when you need it, help others with a clean heart and with God's love and you will rise more then you ever had dreamed of. Have faith in what you know!