I have always felt that I have had some sort of physic abilities but lately they have begun to completely manifest and it is scaring me so much. A year ago I was lying in bed sleep and I realized that my husband was not in bed with me. As soon as I woke up I got this strange feeling that almost made me sick to my stomach. Immediately thoughts start running through my head. I'm think where in the world is he at this time in the morning? It was 3am and he had went out with some friends the night before. So I hop out of bed pick up my phone and call him. He doesn't answer the phone after calling him several times. A feeling of fear rushed over my body. I remember that previously I had registered for this family locator service with sprint that would give you the vicinity the person was in. So I used it and saw that he was about 10 minutes away in a neighbor hood that I had never seen or heard of. I rushed out of the house trying to make it there to see where he was, then I got a call from him. He said that he had drunk to much and had fallen asleep on the side of the street and that he was on his way home. So of course I turned the car around and came back home. After questioning him for several months about where he was he still stuck to the story that he fell asleep on the side of the street.
Almost exactly a year later I was over my mother's house playing with our children when I started having that same strange feeling that made me feel sick. Like something was wrong. I told my mother that I needed to run to the store and pick something up for the kids. So she watched them while I headed out. I didn't know where I was going something was just telling me to go. So I'm driving down the street and a street number just pops in my head. I don't know if it was a voice or a thought. It was just so strange. Then I start to remember that it was the same street name that came up on the sprint locator. At this time I didn't have sprint or any other gps system that would get me to this street called Osprey. So I'm driving turning down streets that I never heard of or seen. It was so dark out I could barely see the street names until I came up on them. My heart was beating so fast that I felt like I was going to pass out. I turned the corner and there was the street called Osprey. I'm thinking to my self ok I'm here, what is it, what is it that I am supposed to be here for. I'm so confused. I'm driving down Osprey and I notice a house with the door open. I can see the light coming from the inside of the house. I look in front of the house and my husband's truck is parked outside. I slowly drive by the house to get a look inside and there is my husband putting new flooring down in this house. I'm still thinking ok hummmm why am I here. He's just working on someone's house, this is what he does for a living. But something just wasn't right. I parked the car and walked up to the door before I had a chance to knock he turned around and it was like he had literally seen a ghost. His face went completely white and I could see he was having a hard time keeping his mouth from dropping. I got up and walked to the door and came outside. He said what are you doing here? I said you're not going to believe this but I have absolutely no idea! He said ok humm well I have to get back to work. I told him goodbye and left. Before leaving something told me to look at the house address.
I get back to my mother's house and pick up the kids. By this time it's really late about 12am. I go home and he comes in about 10 minutes after I arrive. The days event were still on my mind so after I put the kids to bed I came to talk to him. I asked him whose was it was that he was working on. He said that it was some family that his friend knew. I was like ok. I could tell that he was still wondering how in the world I knew that he was there. But he said no more. I just couldn't let it go. Something kept telling me...no, no that's not it... You didn't see... Wake up... Look deeper. So I'm thinking how in the world can I find out who lives there. I remembered that there is a sheriff's tax site that you can go to and see who has paid their property taxes and it gives the current owners of the house. So I hop online and go to the site. The site allows you to search my address. So I put in the address to the house and a name popped up. I about fell out of my seat. My heart stopped I know for at least a second. I was so hurt. The name was that of this woman who my husband had previously been secretly married to. I had no idea that he was married. How I found was one of the first times I felt that I may be psychic. But that is another story in itself.
So anyway I had feelings that he was still in contact with her. I'd see calls and text messages that they had sent to each other over the years. I go to him and asked him why he lied about whose house it was. He said it was because he knew that I would get mad. He went on to say how it was nothing and that we needed the money. So I asked him about him being in that area a year ago and of course he denied that that was where he was. I took a deep breath and let it go.
So yesterday was about 7 months later. I'm sitting over my mother's house I call my husband because it was getting late and he was supposed to come and pick us up. He doesn't answer after calling him 3 times. I again start having the same strange feelings. I ask my mother if I can use her car to get something to eat. I had to leave the kids there with her again. This time I feel like I am being pulled, like something is rushing me. I feel like I'm not moving fast enough to get to the car. My thoughts are you know where to go... You know where he is. I'm driving down the road thinking hurry... He's there... You're going to miss him and he'll lie. I think to myself if he is here this time I believe, I believe that I'm either psychic or there is some guardian angel watching over me and telling me what to do. Again I'm at the street driving down and there is our van parked in front of the house. My whole body went limp. I put my head on the steering while for a second to pull myself together. Tears slowly streaming down my face with the feeling that this is bad... Going to be so bad. I get out and walk up to the door I ring the door bell. I feel my husband in there... I felt his feelings. He was scared. He knew it was me. I knocked a few more times and had the feeling that he was coming. At this time I'm standing on the front porch. I step off of the porch and here he is coming from the back door. His face was so hurt I almost felt sorry for him. He was crushed...discovered. I asked him why was he here. Why did he come I'm crying, yelling. He told me to calm down and that we needed to go and talk. He went on to tell me that he had had an affair and that she was now 6 months pregnant and he had come to check on her. He had only been there 5 minutes before I showed up. My heart stopped I felt like all of the air was leaving my body and that I would just die... Right there... Right there in the car. He told me that he was so sorry and that he knew that I was coming and that he was trying to rush to leave but she kept showing him pictures of the baby.
Of course I am just blown away by these events and how I could sense this all. How I knew something was wrong and was able to find it out. How can this be possible? Am I psychic? I don't feel like I can read minds or anything extraordinary. I have sensed things before it happened a couple of times previously. I feel so strange and alone but yet almost relieved that I know. Where in the world do I go from here? I'm so lost as what to do.