I claim no psychic bone in my body. I can't say I definitely have abilities, but I can say some unusual events have occurred to me. I guess it is called Precognition in the form of dreams. This is about the one "vision", I guess, that made me aware that maybe I have a little talent. I had this dream when I was about 9 years old, and I remember it vividly because of the reaction it caused from a family member.
It was summer vacation, and I had plans to spend the next day with my Aunt. I was so excited because we were going fishing and swimming. I love my aunt dearly and have often said that no matter where she goes, I can find her. That night as I laid down to sleep, I had what I call a sinking feeling in my tummy, as if I had been disappointed. I brushed it away, and went to sleep. In my dream, I saw my Aunt. I could see her clothing perfectly. There was this big, shadowy light behind her, reminding me of a candle flame. Too small for a candle so I reasoned it was a bonfire. I heard her say, "I'm sorry Baby, (family name for me) but I'm going to be late tomorrow." With that said, she turned and walked towards the flickering light, to be joined by what seemed to be a very tall man's shadowy figure.
The morning came and I was anxious. I had got up, dressed and ready, and had the sinking feeling again. I'd asked my grandmother if she had heard about any change in plans on my Aunt's part. She said no. The agreed time (9am) came and went. At 11, my aunt called and the first words out of her mouth were, "I'm sorry Baby, but I'm going to be late." Obviously I thought.
Later that day, riding in my Aunt's car, we were having a casual conversation when I asked her why was she wearing the same clothes as last night and how come she'd went to a bonfire with out me. (my 9 year old mind was focusing on the potential of roasted marshmallows.) Auntie dropped her Coke and turned kind of pale. She got a guilty look, as if she was caught doing something she didn't want anyone to know about. She looked at me with a weird look on her face and asked me what was I talking about. I told her she went to a bonfire without me, wearing those clothes except with boots and bandanna and a man. I started to tease her about a boyfriend. She got sharp with me and asked me who had I been talking to and what she did was none of my business either way. Thus rebuked, I quietened down about the whole matter. However, curiosity got the better of her and she asked about the person I saw with her. I said he was tall, skinny, with long hair. Coincidentally, that description fits the man she'd met that night, and ended up dating.
Since then, a few years have passed with a few more dreams like this. Lately however, it seems that I've somehow "blocked" what little ability I have. I believe I somehow blocked it myself, unintentionally, as I had gone through some rough emotional waters and shut myself down. Would anyone have any ideas on how I could possibly "reopen" my ability? I'm open to any help. Thank you.