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Why Is This Happening?


Ever since I was about 4 years old I have been having "psychic" experiences. I used to always ask myself "why is this happening to me?" I'm not quite sure WHAT to believe yet. Could anyone help me?

When I was younger I used to have many "imaginary friends", though a lot of them were adults, unlike an average imaginary friend. Along with them I also made up bogeymen, which didn't fit the normal pattern, instead of wild monsters in closets they were people. There was also a cat that I would constantly see. As time progressed these things kept getting worse. I would (and still can) if I concentrated, see swirling colors around people. I could predict when something would happen, like a phone ringing, and know who was calling. I remember once, me and some friends were talking about something in class when I randomly stated "something bad is going to happen at 2 o'clock." This spread around the class so that we were all dreading when the minute would come. Sure enough, at EXACTLY 2 o clock a child fell and busted his knee horribly. I was terrified. Since that incident things have calmed down. I am twelve now and the problems have come back. When I close my eyes I hear voices speaking to me, I see shadowy figures, I get chills, see auras, predict (small) things, I even FEEL them. Please, I'm terrified! I want to know how to control this a little better. Again, could ANYONE please respond.

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Blackhat (3 stories) (5 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-25)
Sorry for my posts. Just making it correctly and it should be "Drugs can't help". 😜
whitebuffalo (guest)
13 years ago (2011-01-22)
😆 I KNOW, right, Granny? Like I said... LOTS more questions for ME!
You too, Rashidah. Totally agreed.
zzsgranny (2 stories) (40 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-22)
WB and Joe: I just thought I'd post a comment to give our youngsters here an example of what happens if you smoke too much...Wait...What was the question?
😆 😆 ❤
Rashidah (guest)
13 years ago (2011-01-22)
Now I am not judging anybody here.

Drugs can enhance your abilities to see into the spirit world. But the thing is they have harmful effects to the physical body as we all know. And also, prolonged use of them can even destroy brain cells.

So I believe it is better we take the longer route when it comes to the spirit world. If you know what I mean 😉
whitebuffalo (guest)
13 years ago (2011-01-22)
Dude, JOE!
LOVE the question! Awesome!
I DO believe I know which herbal remedy you are referring to 😊, and yes, in the past I HAVE used it thinking it could "help" with some of the things that was going on, at the time (also, in Ceremony we also use Peyote, at times, and personally get the same result)
This is going to sound fubared, but while it INHANCED the visual OF the "vision", it did nothing to "clear it up", so to speak. It may be my personal nature, but I was even MORE inquisitive (if possible) and had numerous ADDED questions on the experience.
I would like to add, that I personally have never had a hallucination during the use. I have gotten to the "buzz" and that is it, though (I do not like to lose control, though it happens at times).
Joe? Has anyone ever given you a tentative prognosis? Or do they just keep coming to get you?

Please excuse the interruption to your page, CidMarie.
Blackhat (3 stories) (5 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-22)

Drugs can help. It just gives you hallucinations, illusions and delusions. And you will be more prone to spirits.
CidMarie (2 stories) (2 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-10)
Thank you everyone for your support, I'll be sure to try some of the things youv'e suggested... Youv'e been a lot more help than my confused family 😁
AnandaHya (guest)
13 years ago (2011-01-10)
hey Joe: personally I avoid all drugs because my hold with this reality is tenative enough as is.

I see things people see when they are high, gateway drugs opens your charkas and lowers your shields and invites demon possession. At least that's what my grandfather tells me.

My family believes in critical thinking they will lie just to see if you're gullible enough to believe it. They will keep you from hurting yourself because of your mistake but I've had both my earthly and heavenly family laughing at me because I'm pretty gullible and tend to believe more than I should.

Or as my husband has to remind me "you're enertaining to much. Yes all things are possible but only a handful are probable." He's the more down to earth one in our marriage though he has telepathic links to his closest friends and see things but ignores them for the most part.

So my point is take all advice with a grain of salt and find out what works for you personally. Wishing you the best and keeping you in my prayers.

May the peace of the Lord be with you,

Joe631 (2 stories) (89 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-10)
Listen bro I feel the same way here at 24 now its gotten WAY too intense for me to control and I've now been to the psych ward 10 times in the last 4 years because I have no one to turn to about these things. Everyone just says I'm completely insane...

Auras - yeah I see em
Medium - yeah I hear voices
Precognition - yeah my dreams are insanely strange but I can make heads or tails and see what they mean and see it unfold in life

For the voices mine arnt to bad as they don't so much ask me or tell me things its more of an I ask them a question and they answer me. My voices are my gaurdians I feel as they have never steered me in the wrong direction and they tell me when I'm making bad desicions now.

Im waiting for my story to be posted and ill have many many more after that... I need help big time man I can't do this psych ward thing the rest of my life... I have already lost every friend I have ever had and I'm totally alone now in my room collecting SSI with no car and no job... This "gift" has literally ruined my life because of how powerful it is for me.

Also just curiouse Its more for the older group now reading this... Have any of you used an "herbal" to enhance your abilities? I depend on mine to keep my sense's dulled so its not so strong all the time. That too has played a key role in ruining my life aswell =/
cosmogal926 (3 stories) (73 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-10)
I agree with DC, these invitations for "private" email sessions is NOT acceptable. Especially when the poster is not even of legal age. That just has shady written all of over it. Come on now!... This is a public forum, any questions and or advice can be discussed publicly.
123ALI (1 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-10)
this happens to me too...
When your scared or w.e is terrifying too much you need to tlk to yourself in your head & scream at it to stop. It helps trust me I've done. So all you have to do is close your eyes & scream in your head & yell at them to stop. When you open your eyes things will seem calmer, the thing is that whatever is haunting may or may not listen to you depending on what it wants. IF it doesn't listen to you, you have to ask it what it wants...
This has aaallll happened to me & still does.
I have had people who have thought I was crazy because I was talking to myself. They don't kno how you feel they DONT UNDERSTAND. Don't worry your not crazy you just have a special ability, everything will be fine just use my advice & see what happens.
DCinAZ (guest)
13 years ago (2011-01-10)
(This is really getting to be a point of contention with a lot of folks here.
Are you at it again? Sheeesh!)
Go someplace else to recruit for your cult!
You've got predator written all over you and frankly I can't believe you continue to embarrass everyone with this sneaking around the edges.
Do the Managers of this site know that you're trying to steal their members? How do you think they're going feel about it?
Go away, Zishu. You're not trying to help anyone but yourself! 😠 😠 😠
AnandaHya (guest)
13 years ago (2011-01-09)
OOHH I see now moonshine, sorry I just wanted to make sure it wasn't directed at me. Thanks for clearing it up.:)

ok only 4500 stories to go lol...
moonshine (123 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-09)
Ananda, see? Case in point. THAT kind of comment is what I mean.
ZiShu (129 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-09)
I would like to help you with this. Me and my friend have abilities likes yours. We can help control your abilities. The reason you are given this because you have a purpose for this world. Speak with me in email and we shall go further on this.
psychicjadefaith (1 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-08)
My name is Jade. I have have been psychic since age for also. You are very strong, I can feel that from you. I can help you! 😁
Blackhat (3 stories) (5 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-08)
My Paranormal teacher use to see paranormal things also at the age of 4. She's now a paranormal lecturer and are guesting TV shows here in our country. My advice to you, enhance your ability. My Guru developed her ability for 6 consecutive years.

I am a paranormal researcher. I entered parapsychology without the so-called "gift". But now my Guru said I am now at the level 1 of improvement.

You are gifted. Please develop your ability more. 😊
jakobski (3 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-08)
well hun, you have a gift. And if you don't start using it now, it will come back later in life.
There will always be people there in your life that will help you. And if you want them to appear like they are just ask them not to. But you will have to set time aside to listen to them and see what it is they want. Also when you work with them you should protect your self. You can do this with crystals or by visulisation. Imagine a bubble of white or gold light around you. I also like to imagine a blue flame around me as protection. Uther-wise you could become very drained. Also read up on this stuff. Get books on mediums experiences and psychic experiences. And development books if you wish, you seem to very strong.
Also balance your chakra's, it will help.
crackerjack4u2 (5 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-08)
I have seen things like this occur many times around what I call people's transitional birthdays. Childhood-Puberty, Adolescences -Adulthood. It appears that people's abilities increase around those times for some reason, so I think that's why you had it when you were smaller, then the decreased, and now you frequently are having them again. It is possible around 15-16 years old it will again taper off and return again in full force later in life.

The colored swirls you see are the person's aura, which it appears that you are aware by your post. All people's bodies give off electrical energy and their auras change colors depending on the energy being released.

Knowing what is going to happen before it happens while you are awake is called premonitions. If this comes to you while asleep it's called Precognition.

Hearing the voices, and Seeing shadows probably means your are a Medium as well. The chills you are experiencing are most likely occurring as a response to a Spiritual Entity being near you at the time.

The best way to channel and learn to control what is happening to you is through meditation. This places you in a state of relaxation and allows you to be more in tune with your mind and body which will teach you how to be more in tune with the spirits and other things you've been experiencing. Good Luck. Keep Us Posted on Your Progress.
A5 (2 stories) (144 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-07)
Don't be afraid-you're not alone. Spirits are generally cool, so talk to them. You can help each other. The ghosts help me all the time and know tons more than we do.
Bad things happening after you Know them?-Yeah, join the club. I'm sorry if you begin to see things beforehand, or if these things get worse. When I was 13 things got acute. It's that age I think. -glossary is a good place to chaeck out
I want to help, as do we all
dezdoll88 (2 stories) (23 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-07)
you have a gift, don't be afraid of it, try to embrace it with an open mind. 😁 even try to use your powers for good!
RookDygin (5 stories) (324 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-07)

If you seen a few of my posts you know I mention the 'veil' quite often, this (to me) is the separation between the physical world and the spiritual world. When we are babies up to about 5 or 6 years old we remain 'close' to the veil and therefore it is easier for a young child to 'see' across this. They (you) could see spirits (good and bad), auras (the 'energy colors' that surround people/all living things) and even sometimes 'glimpse' the future.

As we grow older most people build a wall between themselves and the 'veil' and they 'forget' or are taught that things of that 'nature' are not true, cannot happen.

Now at 12 your body is going through lots of changes. What you are experiencing is related to the 'energies' that are 'swirling' through your body and have reawakened these 'abilities'.

You can picture yourself surrounded by a shield of light that nothing can get through, you can research what is going on... Seeing aura's...premonitions, Medium abilities (seeing spirits).

Cosmogal hit the nail on the head, start with Family members that may have had similar experiences... If none they check with friends and of course we are always here to try and help. Keep us updated and I wish you the best.


cosmogal926 (3 stories) (73 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-07)
CidMarie, I can understand how scared and confused you must be. At this point in your life your body is going through a lot of changes and having these abilities on top of it can be pretty terrifying, but you don't need to be afraid. First thing, is there anyone in your family that has psychic ability? If there is it might be a good idea to talk to them about what you are experiencing. A family member would be better suited to explain things and help you understand how to use and control these abilities.
AnandaHya (guest)
13 years ago (2011-01-06)
hey read my story. I'm still figuring it all out but email me and I'll try to help


I'm being summoned to my other responsibilities. Lol I hate cleaning house...

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